Peace :)

There are things in life that are not meant to be yours, no matter how hard you try.
And some things are just so hard to get rid of.
I am not necessarily sure what I need or want.
But what I think I need always slip through.
And all the things I left, often comes back.
So fuck it, Fuck it all.
Whatever!

A glimpse of the past

Most people have childhood friends. Or maybe even just one. Many people have a friend that they had since they were young. The one person you knew since you were 6 or 7 years old. Maybe you went to kindegarten together, or a neighbour or something.

I had one. Yep i had that friend once. I know longer have it now. That person is still my friend but just not as much.

We use to do a lot of stuff together. Play, tuition or whatever.

Now, my friend have changed.
My friend is no longer the person who taught me English words 10 years ago.
My friend no longer need glasses to clear her vision.
My friend is now different.

It has been more than a decade since i last saw my friend. But i sometimes, look at the pictures of my friend.
And everytime, no matter how different my friend looks in the picture now, i still see the same person who sat beside me, the person who shared fear with me when the teacher yell at us for talking too loud in class.

From R to Zac.

In case you live under a rock somewhere in a cave far far away and you don't know who this person is. This is Zac Efron.

I, for some weird reason find him so very very hot. Don't you? Yep I like Zac Efron. That guy who sings for no reason in High School Musical. Who dances around a tree with his girlfriend. Yes that's him.

Macam mana macam mana macam mana?

Saya.
Saya ada kawan.
Kawan saya bela itik.
Itik dia cantik.
Dia sangat sayang itik dia.
Dia kata tu haiwan peliharaan pertama dia.
Jadi dia sangat sayang itik tu.

Pada suatu hari, itik pertama kesayangan kawan saya telah menggigit dia.
Dah lah gigit, lepas tu itik tersebut lari jauh jauh. Mungkin sebab takut sebab dia dah gigit tuan dia. Ataupun dia dah jumpa tuan baru. Jadi dia lari lah.
Kawan saya nangis behari hari beminggu minggu kerana sakit digigit dan sedih atas pemergian itik nya.

Kawan saya jadi takut. Dia takut nak ada haiwan peliharaan lagi.

Setelah beberapa lama kawan saya terjumpa seekor kucing .
Kucing itu sangat baik dan tidak bertuan. Kawan saya jadi kesian dekat kucing tu.
Maka dia membuat keputusan untuk membela kucing tersebut. Mungkin sebab dia kesian dan kucing tu pun memang comel dan baik.

Kawan saya sayang kucing dia. Kucing dia pun sayang dia. Kalau saya jadi dia pun saya sayang kucing tu. Sebab kucing lagi best bela dari bela itik.

Tapi tiba tiba pada suatu hari sedang kawan saya bejalan jalan di tepi sungai, dia tejumpa itik pertama dia yang dah lari tu. Itik tu dah tak cantik. Entah kenapa. Mungkin dia sakit.

Sebab kawan saya ni selalu kesian dekat makhluk tuhan, maka dia bawa balik la itik yang pernah gigit dia tu. Dia nak tolong itik tu.

Bila dah lama lama kawan saya dah makin lupa. Dia lupa dekat kucing dia. Dia dah tak bela sangat dah kucing dia. Kesian kucing dia. Dah macam tak ada tuan.

Kalau bagi makan, itik mesti dapat lebih. Kucing dapat sikit je. Sedang kan kucing tak penah gigit kawan saya. Kucing tak penah lari dari dia dulu. Kucing baik je. Tapi entah kenapa la itik selalu dapat lebih.

Saya tau saya tak pernah bela kucing atau itik. Jadi saya tak patut komen cara kawan saya pelihara mereka.

Tapi saya rasa, pada pendapat saya kawan saya patut bela kucing dia betul betul. Dia patut biar itik tu dalam sungai. Itik tak perlu tuan. Dia pandai jaga diri sendiri. Dia pandai cari makan sendiri. Dah la penah gigit orang.

Saya tau kawan saya pasti sedih kalau kucing dia pulak yang lari lepas ni.
Jadi saya nak cakap ni, tak baik awak buat kucing macam tu. Nanti dia lari macam mana?

Who knew?

Who knew, that a girl was born somewhere in the year 1990.

Who knew, that she spoke her first word when she was 10months old.

Who knew, that she has grown up now.

Who knew, that she would have a great life.

Who knew, that she loves her family and friends very much no matter what.

Who knew, that she would end up having an annoying sister.

Who knew, that she got her first car when she was 18.

Who knew, that she hated high school but she stayed.

Who knew, that off all the people in the world, her best friend broke her heart.

Well i guess no one did.

But now they know.

Hidup ini memang palat,

Tapi esok masih ada.

:)

And I am an egyptian weirdo.

You wouldn't see.

You wouldn't realize.

And you wouldn't know.

That I am pretty much close to insanity now.

Because you don't know me.

But if you do.

If you see me, and

you realized,

then you'll know how often I watch it.

And I am fucking sure that you'll get a restraining order against me!