when you don't see it, it doesn't mean that it's not there you know?
betul kan? kan?
but when you don't feel it, i think it means that it's not there kot.
macam love lah, when you don't see it, it doesn't mean that it's not there.
but when you don't feel it, u certainly can't see it, and its certainly means that it is not there!
am i right?
maybe i'm wrong.
but this is my blog. so i'm right!
yeayy!! :)
p/s
x kene betul title di atas ni ye. but this is my freakin blog. so i can do what ever i want! yeehhhaaa..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
uniquely singapore
i went to singapore last few days. thought of going shopping la konon. sekali mahal gile. ingat kan xmas ni nak ada sale lah. memang ada pun tp still mahal. or maybe saya yg terlalu kedekut.
usually i would upload pictures in my blog. tp saya ada adik yg sungguh pandai, bawak camera tp x bawak charger. how cute! so we cannot take picture. pakai phone je ada.and as i am a nomad now, usb phone ni x jumpa pulak dah. letak dalam bag mana tah. still cannot upload any picture. adoi.
baby and mama shopping gila2 kot. macam duit banyak ah kan. me on the other hand, try try try try, 1 helai baju pun x beli. kasut je 1. bag 1. and my new gadget for 2010. cewah gadget lah sangat kan.
as usual in every new place i go, i will fully explore the local food. mana x gemuk kan. makan je tau. makanan sana sama je dengan malaysia. tp mahal. twice the harga. ish.
tp ada 1 kedai north indian food ni(mamak sebenarnya) nama kedai tu sakhuntala, sedap gila bab*. ada fish head curry sume.
paling best garlic cheese nan dia.meh saya describe, the nan is thin, and soft.crispy on the outside and tender on the inside. the taste of garlic and cheese just melt in your mouth as soon as you bite the bread. cicah sikit dengan crab masala tu. sumpah satisfy my taste bud!memang best gile lah. i can eat that forever. memang badan jadi besar tong lah nanti.
and then we went to sentosa island. best jugak sana! it's my first time. i was so terpegun dengan pulau kecil itu. we went to see songs of the sea. show tu memang cun ah. lampu air sume. fuh terer sapa yg buat tu.
then pegi macam macam ride lg, malas nak tulis satu satu.
our hotel is betul2 dekat orchard road(macam bintang walk tp lg gempak), xmas eve tu punya lah ramai nye manusia. its like the whole world in 1 place.s'pore tu dah la kecik, nasib baik x tenggelam je. melayu ada,mat saleh ada, cina ada, india ada, arab ada, philipino ada, paling x tahan sekali bangla, adoi. spoil the xmas mood la.seriously idk what they eat sampai boleh mengeluarkan bau setengik itu.
at the airport before balik, we nearly kene tinggal. sampai dia dah announce last call. atas travellator tu kitorg lari lintang pukang dengan beberapa cina yg juga lambat seperti kami. sampai depan gate dia tulis dah gate close. damn!
but luckily x betul2 close lg. fuhh. selamat. and the malang did not stop there. masuk je dekat tempat tunggu tu, ada this 1 nigerian pakai baju traditional dia, and he looked very suspicious. or maybe saya yg paranoid lebih kot. sepanjang flight i pray that he didn't plan to blow us up ke apa.
55 minutes later, we landed safely at lcct. fuhh, selamat sekali lg. alhamdulillah.
so thats it, my pictureless trip to uniquely singapore. tak lah unique sangat pun. ~
usually i would upload pictures in my blog. tp saya ada adik yg sungguh pandai, bawak camera tp x bawak charger. how cute! so we cannot take picture. pakai phone je ada.and as i am a nomad now, usb phone ni x jumpa pulak dah. letak dalam bag mana tah. still cannot upload any picture. adoi.
baby and mama shopping gila2 kot. macam duit banyak ah kan. me on the other hand, try try try try, 1 helai baju pun x beli. kasut je 1. bag 1. and my new gadget for 2010. cewah gadget lah sangat kan.
as usual in every new place i go, i will fully explore the local food. mana x gemuk kan. makan je tau. makanan sana sama je dengan malaysia. tp mahal. twice the harga. ish.
tp ada 1 kedai north indian food ni(mamak sebenarnya) nama kedai tu sakhuntala, sedap gila bab*. ada fish head curry sume.
paling best garlic cheese nan dia.meh saya describe, the nan is thin, and soft.crispy on the outside and tender on the inside. the taste of garlic and cheese just melt in your mouth as soon as you bite the bread. cicah sikit dengan crab masala tu. sumpah satisfy my taste bud!memang best gile lah. i can eat that forever. memang badan jadi besar tong lah nanti.
and then we went to sentosa island. best jugak sana! it's my first time. i was so terpegun dengan pulau kecil itu. we went to see songs of the sea. show tu memang cun ah. lampu air sume. fuh terer sapa yg buat tu.
then pegi macam macam ride lg, malas nak tulis satu satu.
our hotel is betul2 dekat orchard road(macam bintang walk tp lg gempak), xmas eve tu punya lah ramai nye manusia. its like the whole world in 1 place.s'pore tu dah la kecik, nasib baik x tenggelam je. melayu ada,mat saleh ada, cina ada, india ada, arab ada, philipino ada, paling x tahan sekali bangla, adoi. spoil the xmas mood la.seriously idk what they eat sampai boleh mengeluarkan bau setengik itu.
at the airport before balik, we nearly kene tinggal. sampai dia dah announce last call. atas travellator tu kitorg lari lintang pukang dengan beberapa cina yg juga lambat seperti kami. sampai depan gate dia tulis dah gate close. damn!
but luckily x betul2 close lg. fuhh. selamat. and the malang did not stop there. masuk je dekat tempat tunggu tu, ada this 1 nigerian pakai baju traditional dia, and he looked very suspicious. or maybe saya yg paranoid lebih kot. sepanjang flight i pray that he didn't plan to blow us up ke apa.
55 minutes later, we landed safely at lcct. fuhh, selamat sekali lg. alhamdulillah.
so thats it, my pictureless trip to uniquely singapore. tak lah unique sangat pun. ~
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
here in my home.
i'll be leaving for singapore tomorrow. i'm very looking forward to it. but i'll blog about that when i get back.
i've been moving from a place to another these days. just like the old days.
since the divorced of my parents, i've get use to moving.
people always say, "there's no place like home". well i don't think that is wholly true.
i've stayed in bukit antrabangsa half of my life. it felt like home to me. but then maybe it wasn't. then i moved alot. i lived in subang, shah alam, brickfields, sungai petani, cheras, hartamas and now here. rite now. in the middle of nowhere.
i started moving a lot when i was 11 years old. so from that day on. i started believing that, where ever i am, no matter where that is, as long as i am with my mum and sister, that is home.
that place will be our new home for the time being, before our journey starts all over again.
i've been moving from a place to another these days. just like the old days.
since the divorced of my parents, i've get use to moving.
people always say, "there's no place like home". well i don't think that is wholly true.
i've stayed in bukit antrabangsa half of my life. it felt like home to me. but then maybe it wasn't. then i moved alot. i lived in subang, shah alam, brickfields, sungai petani, cheras, hartamas and now here. rite now. in the middle of nowhere.
i started moving a lot when i was 11 years old. so from that day on. i started believing that, where ever i am, no matter where that is, as long as i am with my mum and sister, that is home.
that place will be our new home for the time being, before our journey starts all over again.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
where are you??
i hope you're reading this, although i doubt it.
where have you been?can't seem to find you these days.
i've been looking all over for you.
thought of filing a missing person at the police station today.
but then on the second thought, you're not missing!
you're just lost.
lost somewhere in the place owned by someone i don't know.
where have you been?can't seem to find you these days.
i've been looking all over for you.
thought of filing a missing person at the police station today.
but then on the second thought, you're not missing!
you're just lost.
lost somewhere in the place owned by someone i don't know.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
the other half.
my life is important to me,
without them,i might not have such life,
so they are very important to me.
♥
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
the stalker that i am.
once in a while, i'll view your page.
looking at the pictures of you and your family.
the pictures of you and your friends.
the picture of you and a girl having dinner.
read what you thought at that particular time.
often i feel like i know you.
often i forgot, that maybe,you don't even know i existed.
looking at the pictures of you and your family.
the pictures of you and your friends.
the picture of you and a girl having dinner.
read what you thought at that particular time.
often i feel like i know you.
often i forgot, that maybe,you don't even know i existed.
path.
hey you!
yes you!
i wrote this for you, because i know you're reading this.
don't say u won't or you can't change, because u did.
for better or for worst, you did change.
in order for things to change, it will, and it must start with you.
so don't be afraid of changes, as it will soon lead you to the road not taken.
just remember,this time, to be wise!
you'll find the right path.
yes you!
i wrote this for you, because i know you're reading this.
don't say u won't or you can't change, because u did.
for better or for worst, you did change.
in order for things to change, it will, and it must start with you.
so don't be afraid of changes, as it will soon lead you to the road not taken.
just remember,this time, to be wise!
you'll find the right path.
Monday, December 7, 2009
The words I combine.
finished drafting financial statements today. lega rasa.
but still, taxation belum lg. aduh.
i'm blogging to get my mind out of this final exam thing.
i drove in a heavy rain today. and as usual my brain started thinking about this and that.
so i remember i woke up in the morning today, to see the faces of my friends. i remember how we laugh about stupid jokes the other day. i remember how we gossip about people. i remember when they tell me stories about their lives.
i remember it now.
i remember.
i may remember it tomorrow and the next day.
but will i remember it in the next 5 years? can the memories be stored in my brain forever?
maybe i'll remember some of it. but not most of it. i don't think so.
i don't want to forget about it, but eventually i won't be able to remember it .
so from this day on i've decided to write about my memories. to write everything that i can remember, so it will last.
because the words i speak won't last, the memory in my mind will fade, and the feelings i feel will change.
but the words i write will remain. unless one day, i make a decision to erase it away.
but still, taxation belum lg. aduh.
i'm blogging to get my mind out of this final exam thing.
i drove in a heavy rain today. and as usual my brain started thinking about this and that.
so i remember i woke up in the morning today, to see the faces of my friends. i remember how we laugh about stupid jokes the other day. i remember how we gossip about people. i remember when they tell me stories about their lives.
i remember it now.
i remember.
i may remember it tomorrow and the next day.
but will i remember it in the next 5 years? can the memories be stored in my brain forever?
maybe i'll remember some of it. but not most of it. i don't think so.
i don't want to forget about it, but eventually i won't be able to remember it .
so from this day on i've decided to write about my memories. to write everything that i can remember, so it will last.
because the words i speak won't last, the memory in my mind will fade, and the feelings i feel will change.
but the words i write will remain. unless one day, i make a decision to erase it away.
Friday, November 27, 2009
lacking social graces.
selamat hari raya aidiladha! hari ni aidil adha, hari yang baik.
me n my family pegi karaoke. baik ke tu??xtau la.
but i'm not gonna blog about that. i'm gonna blog about me. since its my blog, i'm gonna blog about me lah. xkan nak blog about you pulak. betul kan?
i always wonder what people think of me when they 1st see me. this is because i always try to figure out a person when i first meet them. i often look in the mirror, pretending i do not know me, and imagining what would i think,when i first meet myself.
seriously, i can't figure out me if i don't know me.is that normal?
but i can see that i don't really smile a lot. so maybe people would say that i'm sombong, pelik, kerek or maybe pemalu kot kan. :) i don't know.
pemalu is better i think. its more perempuan melayu terakhir.hahaha
but if people look at my friends,my sister and most importantly my mum. everyone would be pelik because i am a total different,100% the opposite of them.
most of my friends are jolly,happy, cheerful and smileful(i dont think that's a word) most of the time.
my mum is like the friendliest person on earth i think.she's really really really friendly.
my sister is a lil bit friendly, a lil bit jolly, and a lot of crazy.
and i'm just a little awkward i think.
so i realized that i should be very very grateful to have all these people around me.my family, my friends, everybody involved in my past and present and throughout my life.
EVERYBODY. THANK YOU.
me n my family pegi karaoke. baik ke tu??xtau la.
but i'm not gonna blog about that. i'm gonna blog about me. since its my blog, i'm gonna blog about me lah. xkan nak blog about you pulak. betul kan?
i always wonder what people think of me when they 1st see me. this is because i always try to figure out a person when i first meet them. i often look in the mirror, pretending i do not know me, and imagining what would i think,when i first meet myself.
seriously, i can't figure out me if i don't know me.is that normal?
but i can see that i don't really smile a lot. so maybe people would say that i'm sombong, pelik, kerek or maybe pemalu kot kan. :) i don't know.
pemalu is better i think. its more perempuan melayu terakhir.hahaha
but if people look at my friends,my sister and most importantly my mum. everyone would be pelik because i am a total different,100% the opposite of them.
most of my friends are jolly,happy, cheerful and smileful(i dont think that's a word) most of the time.
my mum is like the friendliest person on earth i think.she's really really really friendly.
my sister is a lil bit friendly, a lil bit jolly, and a lot of crazy.
and i'm just a little awkward i think.
so i realized that i should be very very grateful to have all these people around me.my family, my friends, everybody involved in my past and present and throughout my life.
EVERYBODY. THANK YOU.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
tengok ni.
salah sangka
salah dengar
salah lihat
atau salah baca
selalu buat orang jadi bodoh.
jadi bila menyangka, sangka betul betul.
bila mendengar, dengar jelas jelas.
bila melihat, lihat baik baik.
dan bila membaca,baca teliti teliti!
sebab salah sangka itu bodoh,
salah dengar itu rugi,
salah lihat itu kabur,
salah baca itu salah sendiri.
salah dengar
salah lihat
atau salah baca
selalu buat orang jadi bodoh.
jadi bila menyangka, sangka betul betul.
bila mendengar, dengar jelas jelas.
bila melihat, lihat baik baik.
dan bila membaca,baca teliti teliti!
sebab salah sangka itu bodoh,
salah dengar itu rugi,
salah lihat itu kabur,
salah baca itu salah sendiri.
Monday, November 23, 2009
you should know that
there are times,that i do...............
when it gets hard to tie the ribbon on my shoe,
when i hear a really sad song,
when i get in the line to queue at the movies,
when i go to the movies,
when that stupid song is on the radio,
when i see that weird blue cartoon,
and sometimes in my dreams.
but that is just sometimes,and most of the time i feel nothing.
just nothing,
how weird is that?
when it gets hard to tie the ribbon on my shoe,
when i hear a really sad song,
when i get in the line to queue at the movies,
when i go to the movies,
when that stupid song is on the radio,
when i see that weird blue cartoon,
and sometimes in my dreams.
but that is just sometimes,and most of the time i feel nothing.
just nothing,
how weird is that?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
the strangest friend.
ok guess what?i lied about my last post.i said i'll stop blogging but as you can read. here i am!
just can't resist blogging.haha. so actually there's this thing that's been bothering my thoughts lately.
as i don't usually talk about what i feel or think,so its better for me to just blog about it.
so here is what i've been thinking,it's actually a question in my mind and i can't seem to find the answer.the scenario is like this :-
imagine yourself in a burning house with 2 people. 1 a stranger and another is a friend. you're the closest to the door. who would you safe?choose 1.
the stranger or the friend?
i bet out of 10.maybe 10 people would choose to save their friend.
but here's the thing.what if that friend is starting to feel like a stranger to you?
would you still choose to save the 'stranger' friend of yours?
or choose to save the other stranger and maybe make a new friend.
or would you just walk away and save yourself? and live with the guilt forever?
just can't resist blogging.haha. so actually there's this thing that's been bothering my thoughts lately.
as i don't usually talk about what i feel or think,so its better for me to just blog about it.
so here is what i've been thinking,it's actually a question in my mind and i can't seem to find the answer.the scenario is like this :-
imagine yourself in a burning house with 2 people. 1 a stranger and another is a friend. you're the closest to the door. who would you safe?choose 1.
the stranger or the friend?
i bet out of 10.maybe 10 people would choose to save their friend.
but here's the thing.what if that friend is starting to feel like a stranger to you?
would you still choose to save the 'stranger' friend of yours?
or choose to save the other stranger and maybe make a new friend.
or would you just walk away and save yourself? and live with the guilt forever?
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
ease your mind.
i really really really shouldn't be blogging right now.
but still i am,so biar lah.haha
now is like the month of exam.
so bila final sure ramai yg study last minute.xkan nak study je 24/7 kan?
sure ada break sikit untuk pegi makan or rest jap dengar lagu.kalau x mesti stressssss ahh.
today i would like to suggest 5 songs to hear when you are stress.
1. snow patrol-chasing cars
2. coldplay-fix you
3. the script-live like we're dying(vokalis dia sungguh menawan!)
4. breaking free-high school musical(x pasal2 kan)
5. abba-dancing queen
so ni lahh. this is my suggestion. suggestion je.
x suka,sudah!haha
but still i am,so biar lah.haha
now is like the month of exam.
so bila final sure ramai yg study last minute.xkan nak study je 24/7 kan?
sure ada break sikit untuk pegi makan or rest jap dengar lagu.kalau x mesti stressssss ahh.
today i would like to suggest 5 songs to hear when you are stress.
1. snow patrol-chasing cars
2. coldplay-fix you
3. the script-live like we're dying(vokalis dia sungguh menawan!)
4. breaking free-high school musical(x pasal2 kan)
5. abba-dancing queen
so ni lahh. this is my suggestion. suggestion je.
x suka,sudah!haha
Saturday, October 24, 2009
bon bon.
hang in there.
you'll get through it.
i know you will.
life is just too short to be grieving all day.
SO CHEER UP!ok?
you'll get through it.
i know you will.
life is just too short to be grieving all day.
SO CHEER UP!ok?
Friday, October 23, 2009
TRUST
i have trust issues.
haha.tiba tiba je.bg salam pun x.ok assalamualaikum!
today im going to be crapping abt trust, i mean trusting other people. there are 2 type of trust.
(i think)
1. trust a person with your story or a secret
2.trust a person when they tell u a story or a secret
there are some people in life that we don't trust at all.but we still tell everything to them.
and there are some that we trust with our life,but its just hard to tell them anything.
we can also find that there are people that tells us stories but we end up saying to ourself "huh? what bullshit?".
and they are million billion trillion kinds of people in the world.
trust is a subjective matter i think. depends on how we interpret a person. they are some people we trust and there are some that we don't. but all of us are not perfect,so thats just how life rolls.
i think, no matter what we need to have somebody that we trust in life. a mother,a friend, a sister or whatever.
i know who i trust, who do u trust??
haha.tiba tiba je.bg salam pun x.ok assalamualaikum!
today im going to be crapping abt trust, i mean trusting other people. there are 2 type of trust.
(i think)
1. trust a person with your story or a secret
2.trust a person when they tell u a story or a secret
there are some people in life that we don't trust at all.but we still tell everything to them.
and there are some that we trust with our life,but its just hard to tell them anything.
we can also find that there are people that tells us stories but we end up saying to ourself "huh? what bullshit?".
and they are million billion trillion kinds of people in the world.
trust is a subjective matter i think. depends on how we interpret a person. they are some people we trust and there are some that we don't. but all of us are not perfect,so thats just how life rolls.
i think, no matter what we need to have somebody that we trust in life. a mother,a friend, a sister or whatever.
i know who i trust, who do u trust??
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
tuk - tuk.............
so this is me trying to read la candy dalam flight.not a good idea,because the kapal terbang
goncang mcm gile so pening lahh.
dah sampai suvarnabhumi.the airport was really clean and nice.a better version of klia.
sampai je pegi makan dulu sebenarnya then terus pegi sini.jumpa pailin from amazing race asia!she's pretty. dia datang elle's fashion week ni.
this is the tuk-tuk we rented,kinda like pak humala, nama dia am lae ke apa tah.its hard to understand what that pakcik is saying actually.
(kedai pak husein) dia pandai ckp melayu.muka kepedasan masa lunch,sumpah sedap ohh tomyam ni!serious shit.
tp pedas gila babi! i ate super duper byk in bangkok.
ni lah the deadly sambal belacan!
ni pulak what we ate for dinner bukan kedai pak husein tp kedai seafood 
and then ni gambar shopping lingerie mama.haha
dah nak balik dah....... bye bye!
toilet.pipis sebelum pulang.haha
right before checking in.sebenarnya ada byk lg picture tp malas nak upload.lama ohh. so this is it.my short trip to bangkok.
Friday, October 16, 2009
yeepi yeepi :)
assalamualaikum. :)
friday... i went to the movies again! asyik tgk wayang je. cls xpegi pun. sorry puan, overslept.
mcm lah aku main futsal semalam.
semalam tido kolej! 1st time this semester,(btw syakira,i dtg futsal n tido kolej,awk nak kene penyepak!)
tmrw is bangkok day.yeepi yeepi. double yeepi for that. tp beg x pack lg.sibuk mau blog jugak as my blog is my new bff kan.haha.
nanti bila dah balik, i'll upload pictures byk2 dlm ni.(ceh,mcm la ada org nak tgk). xpe self satisfaction! sendiri upload, sendiri tgk la baru style kan?(wacko)
ok time tu pack.nanti mama mengamuk!mampus aku.
tata for now.~
friday... i went to the movies again! asyik tgk wayang je. cls xpegi pun. sorry puan, overslept.
mcm lah aku main futsal semalam.
semalam tido kolej! 1st time this semester,(btw syakira,i dtg futsal n tido kolej,awk nak kene penyepak!)
tmrw is bangkok day.yeepi yeepi. double yeepi for that. tp beg x pack lg.sibuk mau blog jugak as my blog is my new bff kan.haha.
nanti bila dah balik, i'll upload pictures byk2 dlm ni.(ceh,mcm la ada org nak tgk). xpe self satisfaction! sendiri upload, sendiri tgk la baru style kan?(wacko)
ok time tu pack.nanti mama mengamuk!mampus aku.
tata for now.~
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
it a good wednesday!
ponteng hari ni.ponteng lagi. ish. lama gila x pegi class pn latifah.
i went to the movies last 2 days,tgk papadom.best! lawak gila sungguh sungguh. sapa yg x pegi tgk lg should go watch it now! pegi pegi cepat.
semalam i watched THE PRIVATE LIVES OF PIPPA LEE. some people may find this movie very boring and slow.but i personally find it interesting. its a story a about a woman who's trying to be something that she's not.pippa lee is pretty much a lilttle bit psycho as she has a weird imagination about her future and herself and a kinda weird self conscious. so all in all pippa lee is a bit different and a bit psycho here and there.but i found that interesting!
apehal aku buat movie review pulak ni?i'm starting to be weird and psycho now.haha
i should really go bersiap now because today is my GOOD WEDNESDAY! good wednesday is suppose to be goooood. i'm going out to have a good day. good bye~
p/s
to my friend NADIA RADHUAN if you are reading this please update yr blog. dah nak berhabuk dah blog awk tu ye. :)
i went to the movies last 2 days,tgk papadom.best! lawak gila sungguh sungguh. sapa yg x pegi tgk lg should go watch it now! pegi pegi cepat.
semalam i watched THE PRIVATE LIVES OF PIPPA LEE. some people may find this movie very boring and slow.but i personally find it interesting. its a story a about a woman who's trying to be something that she's not.pippa lee is pretty much a lilttle bit psycho as she has a weird imagination about her future and herself and a kinda weird self conscious. so all in all pippa lee is a bit different and a bit psycho here and there.but i found that interesting!
apehal aku buat movie review pulak ni?i'm starting to be weird and psycho now.haha
i should really go bersiap now because today is my GOOD WEDNESDAY! good wednesday is suppose to be goooood. i'm going out to have a good day. good bye~
p/s
to my friend NADIA RADHUAN if you are reading this please update yr blog. dah nak berhabuk dah blog awk tu ye. :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
sunday monday.....
blog blog blog, my blog is my new best friend! asyik blog saje.dulu mcm malas. banyak ilham kot skrg ni. :D
ok let us proceed, shall we?......
so how's yr sunday?sendiri tanye, sendiri jawab. (wacko!)
my sunday was great!:) its a good sunday. wake up early pegi pavillion kejap.(banyak lah aku punye plan nak jogging semalam)lepas lunch balik rumah jap. petaaaaang sikit pegi bundle dekat klang with my emak,abg,baby,kak suhaila,kak erna, aisya and not forgetting the wild child ameer.
1st tu mcm bajet ahh.baby mcm "what bundle?"
not forgetting me also x kurang poyo nye "huh bundle?nak beli ke?"
sampai sane.amik kau!! there were alot of baju. really good baju. forever 21, banana republic, gap, zara, and alot more for around rm5 each.ada jugak 4=rm10. sape nak bg kau baju zara 4 rm10?bgtau sikit.
gila babi jakun.i was like 20 helai right hand,20 helai left hand. ameer nak pegi lari 1 kedai pun pegi lah.makcik bobot n baby was so busy grabbing what ever we can reach.
total up sume baju.kalau beli betul2 dkt forever 21 sure dah mcm rmx000 kot.tiba2 abg indon tu kata "ha semua nya rm120,boleh ambil 2 tshirt lg gratis(free) ya".gile babi murah tmpat tu. serius shit!
esok ada cls dah.haiyaa. so malas oh. lucky for me,no homework! thank u puan faridah.
sorry puan latifah,dah lama x dtg cls dia!
heh mcm lah lecturer baca blog buruk saya ni. perasan much!
ok.off i go to dream land. BYE~
ok let us proceed, shall we?......
so how's yr sunday?sendiri tanye, sendiri jawab. (wacko!)
my sunday was great!:) its a good sunday. wake up early pegi pavillion kejap.(banyak lah aku punye plan nak jogging semalam)lepas lunch balik rumah jap. petaaaaang sikit pegi bundle dekat klang with my emak,abg,baby,kak suhaila,kak erna, aisya and not forgetting the wild child ameer.
1st tu mcm bajet ahh.baby mcm "what bundle?"
not forgetting me also x kurang poyo nye "huh bundle?nak beli ke?"
sampai sane.amik kau!! there were alot of baju. really good baju. forever 21, banana republic, gap, zara, and alot more for around rm5 each.ada jugak 4=rm10. sape nak bg kau baju zara 4 rm10?bgtau sikit.
gila babi jakun.i was like 20 helai right hand,20 helai left hand. ameer nak pegi lari 1 kedai pun pegi lah.makcik bobot n baby was so busy grabbing what ever we can reach.
total up sume baju.kalau beli betul2 dkt forever 21 sure dah mcm rmx000 kot.tiba2 abg indon tu kata "ha semua nya rm120,boleh ambil 2 tshirt lg gratis(free) ya".gile babi murah tmpat tu. serius shit!
esok ada cls dah.haiyaa. so malas oh. lucky for me,no homework! thank u puan faridah.
sorry puan latifah,dah lama x dtg cls dia!
heh mcm lah lecturer baca blog buruk saya ni. perasan much!
ok.off i go to dream land. BYE~
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Mamma mia, here I go again My my, how can I resist you?
today ada open house at rumah abg saya.terima kasih kepada kawan yg sudi hadir.
bila nak study ni??trial dah dekat. i might as well just go see beyonce pasal kalau duduk rumah pun x study.tp nanti kalau fail. sape salah? beyonce lah ni punye pasal!haha
next week nak pegi bangkok.sape nak ikut?jom.sure mmg confirm lah x kan study kalau dah dekat sane.ish. bila nak study ni? tini tolong tutor sikit. upah ns goreng eh!haha
so tmrw is sunday!yeepi. sunday best ohh. best kan sunday? esok igt nak pegi jogging, xpun pegi fitness. jom kwn2?penat je byr duit dkt kak aniza tp x pegi.membazir membazir.
mama mia dkt hbo ni best pulak.i always hve a soft spot for musical movies, hairspray and espcially high school musical hahaha.kantoi lah minat zac efron!
oklah.nak sambung joget sorg2 tengok mama mia. mama dgn baby dah tido,so its a perfect time to joget!hahaha
bila nak study ni??trial dah dekat. i might as well just go see beyonce pasal kalau duduk rumah pun x study.tp nanti kalau fail. sape salah? beyonce lah ni punye pasal!haha
next week nak pegi bangkok.sape nak ikut?jom.sure mmg confirm lah x kan study kalau dah dekat sane.ish. bila nak study ni? tini tolong tutor sikit. upah ns goreng eh!haha
so tmrw is sunday!yeepi. sunday best ohh. best kan sunday? esok igt nak pegi jogging, xpun pegi fitness. jom kwn2?penat je byr duit dkt kak aniza tp x pegi.membazir membazir.
mama mia dkt hbo ni best pulak.i always hve a soft spot for musical movies, hairspray and espcially high school musical hahaha.kantoi lah minat zac efron!
oklah.nak sambung joget sorg2 tengok mama mia. mama dgn baby dah tido,so its a perfect time to joget!hahaha
Friday, October 9, 2009
nafsu serakahkahkahkah.
my last post sure was a bit emotional. just a bit la. not much kan? xpelahh.
so its the weekend again! i always get excited when the weekend is approaching. mcm lah ape sgt, sabtu ahad je pun.but still lah. FUN!
so what to do this week?ada open house rumah abg aidil. u are all invited! haha.
nak pegi tgk movie lagi. this week papadom or surrogates.tp nadia kata x best surrogates. last week sorority row best la jugak. ada AUDRINA kot. walaupun x suka movie bunuh2 ni tp suka audrina kan, must watch la.tp dia mati cepat sgt. nvm.
semalam semalam tgk the hills yg episode heidi kawin. i was so mad mcm gila2 babi tgk kristin cavallari.(emo lebih mcm lah dia kebas bf aku pulak). but still i was super duper emotional sampai ter begaduh dgn baby after habis the hills,and tersepak dia pulak.masa gaduh dgn baby mcm ternampak muka kristin cavallari ,POM tersepak baby.(i'm such a psycho kan?)haha. then baby sampai skrg x bercakap dgn saya lg. haha. x habis2 dgn silent treatment dia.
suddenly nafsu memuncak untuk pegi tgk beyonce.but then trial is coming lahh.so a BIG NONO to that.
what else?nothing more i guess. ok lah. pen off! ceh mcm lah tulis pakai pen. ~
so its the weekend again! i always get excited when the weekend is approaching. mcm lah ape sgt, sabtu ahad je pun.but still lah. FUN!
so what to do this week?ada open house rumah abg aidil. u are all invited! haha.
nak pegi tgk movie lagi. this week papadom or surrogates.tp nadia kata x best surrogates. last week sorority row best la jugak. ada AUDRINA kot. walaupun x suka movie bunuh2 ni tp suka audrina kan, must watch la.tp dia mati cepat sgt. nvm.
semalam semalam tgk the hills yg episode heidi kawin. i was so mad mcm gila2 babi tgk kristin cavallari.(emo lebih mcm lah dia kebas bf aku pulak). but still i was super duper emotional sampai ter begaduh dgn baby after habis the hills,and tersepak dia pulak.masa gaduh dgn baby mcm ternampak muka kristin cavallari ,POM tersepak baby.(i'm such a psycho kan?)haha. then baby sampai skrg x bercakap dgn saya lg. haha. x habis2 dgn silent treatment dia.
suddenly nafsu memuncak untuk pegi tgk beyonce.but then trial is coming lahh.so a BIG NONO to that.
what else?nothing more i guess. ok lah. pen off! ceh mcm lah tulis pakai pen. ~
Thursday, October 8, 2009
when it's all said and done.
when it all falls apart,it feels like there's nothing we can do kan? i don't know how to fix this. i can't think of a way to make it right again. and i'm only good at 1 thing, that is run away. so i'll run.
i just wish things would go back to the way they were.
i just hope everything is just like before, all the stupid jokes,all the breakfast lunch and dinners,all the stories, all the sleepovers and all the things!
everything was just so simple,and now it isn't anymore.
i guess somewhere along the way we just,made different choices.
i just wish things would go back to the way they were.
i just hope everything is just like before, all the stupid jokes,all the breakfast lunch and dinners,all the stories, all the sleepovers and all the things!
everything was just so simple,and now it isn't anymore.
i guess somewhere along the way we just,made different choices.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
♥
Oh, baby don't cry, let's get through this night, overcome is all that you are, is broken inside, but they'll never know, they'll never know
Don't think that they'll change, they push you away, far from home, it's all that they are, broken inside, but they'll never know, they'll never know.
Don't you cry, tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are is broken inside, it's nothing you can change, it's nothing you can hide, it's nothing you can hide.
Pink flowers and bows, it's all you should know, the summer days it's all that you are, beautiful child, but they'll never know, they'll never know.
So, Don't you cry, tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are, this beautiful child, it's nothing you can change, it's nothing you can hide, it's nothing you can hide.
Cuz all that you are, this beautiful child, but they'll never know, they'll never know
Don't think that they'll change, they push you away, far from home, it's all that they are, broken inside, but they'll never know, they'll never know.
Don't you cry, tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are is broken inside, it's nothing you can change, it's nothing you can hide, it's nothing you can hide.
Pink flowers and bows, it's all you should know, the summer days it's all that you are, beautiful child, but they'll never know, they'll never know.
So, Don't you cry, tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are, this beautiful child, it's nothing you can change, it's nothing you can hide, it's nothing you can hide.
Cuz all that you are, this beautiful child, but they'll never know, they'll never know
THANKYOU FOR THE SONG :)
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
cerpelai
lama sudah blog ini tidak diisi dgn kegiatan seharian hidup ku. cewah,pandai x bm? td dalam kereta effa dah ingat kan pasal belajar komsas tentang cerpelai ke apa tah. penat je dulu belajar bm kan, lepas tu tulis blog in english.maka hari ini saya akan menulis di dalam blog ini dalam bahasa melayu sepenuhnya. ok berbalik kepada kegiatan harian hidup ku.
pada hari ini saya telah lepak di kolej begitu lama sekali.hal ini kerana utk menghadirkan diri di majlis rumah terbuka besar besaran tini. selepas habis kelas saya pegi salon utk gunting dan cuci rambut bersama nadia dan zra. "kak trim,wash and blow berapa ringgit?". akak pun menjawab, "rm36 sebab basuh 18,gunting 18." terbeliak lah mata kami bertiga! mahal sungguh kedai akak tu. jadi saya pun membatalkan hajat utk gunting,basuh saja.nadia trim sikit. zra sempat berbisik "mahal nye weh".tp x mengapalah.nak pegi rumah terbuka kan?rambut kene di urus kan sedikit. bak kata syakira "raihan nak mengorat abg tini".tp malang nya abang tini x balik keje lagi td. haha.
selepas beberapa jam bertido baring di kolej melati,pada pukul 4 ptg saya nadia dan zra pergi menjemput syakira dan fie di seroja.kami pulang semula ke melati kerana saya tidak tahu jalan utk ke rumah tini. kami berarak menggunakan 6 kereta.(farah dan uchu mengetuai rombongan,terer!) tidak ubah seperti rombongan kawin. seperti yang di jangka kami sedikit sesat disini sana sehinggakan tini terpaksa menjemput kami.
sesampai di rumah tini sesi menangkap gambar bermula, dan selepas itu kesemua beberapa puluh wanita dan seorang lelaki tidak membuang masa lg dan terus makan. kenyang kami semua makan. sungguh berbaloi. ada juga kami diberi tapau sebelum pulang. sesi bergambar berterusan sampai lah ke penghujung rancangan. rugi saya x curi kamera berlensa baby pg tadi.
kesimpulannya hari ini hari yang baik.sangat baik. terima kasih kepada semua yang terlibat!
pada hari ini saya telah lepak di kolej begitu lama sekali.hal ini kerana utk menghadirkan diri di majlis rumah terbuka besar besaran tini. selepas habis kelas saya pegi salon utk gunting dan cuci rambut bersama nadia dan zra. "kak trim,wash and blow berapa ringgit?". akak pun menjawab, "rm36 sebab basuh 18,gunting 18." terbeliak lah mata kami bertiga! mahal sungguh kedai akak tu. jadi saya pun membatalkan hajat utk gunting,basuh saja.nadia trim sikit. zra sempat berbisik "mahal nye weh".tp x mengapalah.nak pegi rumah terbuka kan?rambut kene di urus kan sedikit. bak kata syakira "raihan nak mengorat abg tini".tp malang nya abang tini x balik keje lagi td. haha.
selepas beberapa jam bertido baring di kolej melati,pada pukul 4 ptg saya nadia dan zra pergi menjemput syakira dan fie di seroja.kami pulang semula ke melati kerana saya tidak tahu jalan utk ke rumah tini. kami berarak menggunakan 6 kereta.(farah dan uchu mengetuai rombongan,terer!) tidak ubah seperti rombongan kawin. seperti yang di jangka kami sedikit sesat disini sana sehinggakan tini terpaksa menjemput kami.
sesampai di rumah tini sesi menangkap gambar bermula, dan selepas itu kesemua beberapa puluh wanita dan seorang lelaki tidak membuang masa lg dan terus makan. kenyang kami semua makan. sungguh berbaloi. ada juga kami diberi tapau sebelum pulang. sesi bergambar berterusan sampai lah ke penghujung rancangan. rugi saya x curi kamera berlensa baby pg tadi.
kesimpulannya hari ini hari yang baik.sangat baik. terima kasih kepada semua yang terlibat!
Saturday, October 3, 2009
LOVE.
tonight i am gonna blog abt love. through my 19 years of live, it has been just 5 times that i saw love through the eyes of others.
many people say, i love him, i love her, or i love this and that. but there are only 5 person that i know,that really really made me say to myself "woahh thats true love!". not to say that everybody else's love is not true. but this is just my point of view.
one of that 5 person is my mum and the other 4 are my friends. maybe its u?haha.
the first friend was back in my sekolah rendah,when everyone sibuk2 puppy love, this particular person was like really in love, i mean like really!bila kene dump pun still in love. i cant describe it.
the second friend was in my high school,i think her first love will always have a VVIP spot in her heart. no matter who she date, she'll keep running back to him. kalau dapat brad pitt pun dia still nak bf lama dia jugak. until now!
the third and fourth friend is from my university,so i dont think i'll describe further about them.
but the point is, each and everyone of these person showed me their love. they didn't love me, and their love had nothing to do with me but somehow it mattered. their stories strike me as a true love story. or maybe i'm just really sleepy and i'm typing crap in my blog.haha
so ok lahh. better get some sleep.bye~
many people say, i love him, i love her, or i love this and that. but there are only 5 person that i know,that really really made me say to myself "woahh thats true love!". not to say that everybody else's love is not true. but this is just my point of view.
one of that 5 person is my mum and the other 4 are my friends. maybe its u?haha.
the first friend was back in my sekolah rendah,when everyone sibuk2 puppy love, this particular person was like really in love, i mean like really!bila kene dump pun still in love. i cant describe it.
the second friend was in my high school,i think her first love will always have a VVIP spot in her heart. no matter who she date, she'll keep running back to him. kalau dapat brad pitt pun dia still nak bf lama dia jugak. until now!
the third and fourth friend is from my university,so i dont think i'll describe further about them.
but the point is, each and everyone of these person showed me their love. they didn't love me, and their love had nothing to do with me but somehow it mattered. their stories strike me as a true love story. or maybe i'm just really sleepy and i'm typing crap in my blog.haha
so ok lahh. better get some sleep.bye~
Friday, October 2, 2009
quote of the day
its the weekend again. i got my book today. thank you khidmah!!! will finish reading it really soon.
i plan to go to the movies this weekend.jom?haha. lame ohh xtgk wayang.
tau x facebook ada daily inspirational quote?today i've decided to make my own not so inspirational quote.(mcm terer lah kan)
so quote of the day is:- LET IT GO
[ let it go,what ever it is that's holding you down,what ever it is that's hurting your heart, what ever it is that's messing up your mind,what ever it is that you hate, just let it go!]
i plan to go to the movies this weekend.jom?haha. lame ohh xtgk wayang.
tau x facebook ada daily inspirational quote?today i've decided to make my own not so inspirational quote.(mcm terer lah kan)
so quote of the day is:- LET IT GO
[ let it go,what ever it is that's holding you down,what ever it is that's hurting your heart, what ever it is that's messing up your mind,what ever it is that you hate, just let it go!]
Thursday, September 17, 2009
saya busy body!
hello! :)
i'm in such a good mood today. although you can't tell if i am, because my face won't show it.
but whatever!
soooo, i've been stalking my friends these few days.(by stalking i mean reading their bloggs la). jgn risau kawan2 saya x stalk lebih2(cewah).
i discovered that i have a lot of depressed friends out there!hahaha. no offense lah ok.
i thought i was the one who's getting koo koo crazy, but it seems like everyone else is just a bit crazier or a bit less crazy than i am. so i am normal right? out of 10 blogs that i have read, there are 8 or 7 blog that potrays depression or craziness in their expressions of words.
that makes me wonder how can a 19 or 20 year old teenager be so depress? they are all writing about something different. some are crazy in love, some are broke(pokai), others are just depress about study or whatever! it's not like we all dah keje or kawin kan nak stress sgt?
kalau dah keje or kawin all of us nak tulis blog lg ke??? tulis mcm "hari ni kene marah dgn boss,gaduh dgn suami bla bla bla" how funny! tua2 still blogging about our lives. tp its kinda cool jugak la kan.
keep our friends updated with our lives walaupun kita x jumpa selalu.
so i hope for all my friends to keep on blogging. because saya busy body and nak tau apa sedang jadi dlm hidup anda!:)
i'm in such a good mood today. although you can't tell if i am, because my face won't show it.
but whatever!
soooo, i've been stalking my friends these few days.(by stalking i mean reading their bloggs la). jgn risau kawan2 saya x stalk lebih2(cewah).
i discovered that i have a lot of depressed friends out there!hahaha. no offense lah ok.
i thought i was the one who's getting koo koo crazy, but it seems like everyone else is just a bit crazier or a bit less crazy than i am. so i am normal right? out of 10 blogs that i have read, there are 8 or 7 blog that potrays depression or craziness in their expressions of words.
that makes me wonder how can a 19 or 20 year old teenager be so depress? they are all writing about something different. some are crazy in love, some are broke(pokai), others are just depress about study or whatever! it's not like we all dah keje or kawin kan nak stress sgt?
kalau dah keje or kawin all of us nak tulis blog lg ke??? tulis mcm "hari ni kene marah dgn boss,gaduh dgn suami bla bla bla" how funny! tua2 still blogging about our lives. tp its kinda cool jugak la kan.
keep our friends updated with our lives walaupun kita x jumpa selalu.
so i hope for all my friends to keep on blogging. because saya busy body and nak tau apa sedang jadi dlm hidup anda!:)
Sunday, September 13, 2009
random questions from a constrained emotions.
have you ever hated someone so bad, that it seems like not even your heart or the whole wide world can bare the hatred you feel towards that particular person?
have you ever felt so angry inside but you can't let it out and the anger is eating you from the inside out?
have you ever talk yourself to forgive a person, but your heart refuses to?
have you ever hold your breath longer than you actually could?
have you ever felt like you ran so far, but you ended up just right where you started?
have you ever felt this way?have you?
have you ever felt so angry inside but you can't let it out and the anger is eating you from the inside out?
have you ever talk yourself to forgive a person, but your heart refuses to?
have you ever hold your breath longer than you actually could?
have you ever felt like you ran so far, but you ended up just right where you started?
have you ever felt this way?have you?
Friday, September 11, 2009
iklan best dkt cinema!
i've been going to the movies alot. there's this 1 commercial that i really like! its the absolut vodka commercial.
it's like everything we buy, we can pay by a kiss or a hug. the title of the commercial is "In An Absolut World, Currency will be replaced with acts of kindness".
how cool is that? we can go see a movie, we can go minum starbucks sampai kembong, go shop and all just by kissing or hugging the sales person. no money needed! everything is replaced with acts of kindess. syok kan?
but then in the real world money makes the world go round. kalau setakat nak cium sales person then nak angkat 1 beg LV mmg nak kene parang la kan??haha
so keep on dreaming lah nak replace currency dgn kindness je!mmg xkaaann.
tp its still very very syok lah that commercial! so here it is.
it's like everything we buy, we can pay by a kiss or a hug. the title of the commercial is "In An Absolut World, Currency will be replaced with acts of kindness".
how cool is that? we can go see a movie, we can go minum starbucks sampai kembong, go shop and all just by kissing or hugging the sales person. no money needed! everything is replaced with acts of kindess. syok kan?
but then in the real world money makes the world go round. kalau setakat nak cium sales person then nak angkat 1 beg LV mmg nak kene parang la kan??haha
so keep on dreaming lah nak replace currency dgn kindness je!mmg xkaaann.
tp its still very very syok lah that commercial! so here it is.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
a book with 2 author.
today i'm going to write about what i've been thinking lately.
A RELATIONSHIP. haha, i don't know why im blogging about this, but i just want to.
i think a relationship between a girl and a boy is like trying to write a book with 2 author. we start writing together. started the first few chapters together, and if we are lucky we get to finish the book together.
but then, writing a book with another author is not easy. sometimes we should discuss of what we are writing, and sometimes the other author would not agree with our suggestion..
or maybe we are writing too fast and we move on to the other chapter too quick, leaving the other author behind.
or maybe we just got tired of the book and just want to stop.
there are a whole lot of other reason why a book with 2 author won't work! BUT what ever it is the 2 author can make it right if they want to. we will just have to try writing. and if it doesn't work, it's ok. try to write another book and this time try to finish it!
A RELATIONSHIP. haha, i don't know why im blogging about this, but i just want to.
i think a relationship between a girl and a boy is like trying to write a book with 2 author. we start writing together. started the first few chapters together, and if we are lucky we get to finish the book together.
but then, writing a book with another author is not easy. sometimes we should discuss of what we are writing, and sometimes the other author would not agree with our suggestion..
or maybe we are writing too fast and we move on to the other chapter too quick, leaving the other author behind.
or maybe we just got tired of the book and just want to stop.
there are a whole lot of other reason why a book with 2 author won't work! BUT what ever it is the 2 author can make it right if they want to. we will just have to try writing. and if it doesn't work, it's ok. try to write another book and this time try to finish it!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
how to react after getting a really bad result!
recently i got my results for last semester. it was really gila babi teruk kot! sangat.
so today, i've decided to give tips on HOW TO REACT AFTER GETTING A REALLY BAD RESULT to any of u who reads this blog!(kalau segan nak meraung depan org)
dah tengok je result(kalau teruk)
1)take a deep breath.although it is kinda hard to breath when u fail.
2)telan your air liur. to me its like u absorbed yr result.
3)clear your throat.do like ehem ehem(or batuk2 sikit). to shake those bad feelings or kahak inside of you.
4)take a few minutes to pull yrself together(think of happy thoughts if it helps)
5)put up a brave face or even better a smile if you can and simply walk away.
and after that u can go cry in the toilet, or scream yr lungs out in the car, or call yr love ones, or even slap yr face(although i dont think that is necessary,because reality did that already when u got yr result).
and i suggest that u can take a maximum of 24 hours to be sad or down or what ever u call it. then we need to move on people!! move on with our lives.
so today, i've decided to give tips on HOW TO REACT AFTER GETTING A REALLY BAD RESULT to any of u who reads this blog!(kalau segan nak meraung depan org)
dah tengok je result(kalau teruk)
1)take a deep breath.although it is kinda hard to breath when u fail.
2)telan your air liur. to me its like u absorbed yr result.
3)clear your throat.do like ehem ehem(or batuk2 sikit). to shake those bad feelings or kahak inside of you.
4)take a few minutes to pull yrself together(think of happy thoughts if it helps)
5)put up a brave face or even better a smile if you can and simply walk away.
and after that u can go cry in the toilet, or scream yr lungs out in the car, or call yr love ones, or even slap yr face(although i dont think that is necessary,because reality did that already when u got yr result).
and i suggest that u can take a maximum of 24 hours to be sad or down or what ever u call it. then we need to move on people!! move on with our lives.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
did you know?
did you know that, in a long run, most people tend to forget things that they love?
almost everyone forgets the things they love or like when they dont see, do, hear, smell, or read it, for a long time.
just like today,when i heard the song "bye bye bye" by n sync dlm radio! i so love them when i was 10! i even bought their cassettes(since masa tu xde cd or dvd lg) 2 kali tau!because i rewind so many times, the tape got tangled up really bad.
i forgot how i love n sync, because i haven't heard their song for a while now.
yesterday, i watched grey's anatomy. dah lama gila x tgk because i forgot! i forgot how i lovve mc dreamy,and all the doctor drama and not forgetting the last words from meredith grey before the end of the show.i freakin forgot!
so i bet all of you out there, have forgotten something that u once love! maybe a song, a movie, or even a person. it's right there in front of you, but maybe you've lost sense of feeling or forgotten how much you love it.
almost everyone forgets the things they love or like when they dont see, do, hear, smell, or read it, for a long time.
just like today,when i heard the song "bye bye bye" by n sync dlm radio! i so love them when i was 10! i even bought their cassettes(since masa tu xde cd or dvd lg) 2 kali tau!because i rewind so many times, the tape got tangled up really bad.
i forgot how i love n sync, because i haven't heard their song for a while now.
yesterday, i watched grey's anatomy. dah lama gila x tgk because i forgot! i forgot how i lovve mc dreamy,and all the doctor drama and not forgetting the last words from meredith grey before the end of the show.i freakin forgot!
so i bet all of you out there, have forgotten something that u once love! maybe a song, a movie, or even a person. it's right there in front of you, but maybe you've lost sense of feeling or forgotten how much you love it.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
i'm back!hahaha.
the reason i haven't been blogging these past months is, well to not lie to my stalkers, i've just been lazy.haha
but i've been writing in other places lately(in my laptop actually). so i think it's time for me to share a piece of it with the world.
so here goes nothing.
Everyday i would have to drive myself to college and it took me nearly 40 minutes. Everyone says it is a waste of time, but I think that driving back and forth gives me time to talk to myself. Most people might say that I am weird, but seriously I can hear myself think for those 40 minutes and I like it. For the rest of the day I usually have to listen to my friends talking, my mom telling me stuff, my sister mumbling about something, so it feels good to listen to myself talk for a few minutes. I am not good in making conversation,and by not good I mean really bad! I can’t even make eye contact with the person I am talking to. I am lucky that I even have friends by my side right now. But I am trying my best to change. I am tired of hiding under my hair. This year (2009) I learned about life a lot I guess. And I think I have changed a bit too. I talked to the operator last night and it wasn’t so hard. Usually I would immediately pass the phone to my mom as soon as I hear a human’s voice on the other line. How weird am i?? maybe I am getting crazy to be writing all this in my laptop. But who cares? I am far better in writing than I do in talking. My mum always tells me stories about how I was so talkative and friendly when I was a child. I sure hope that quality is still buried deep down within me. My resolution for this year is to do more talking and reduce the writing. I am still trying to accomplish that. I like writing! Not to say that I am good at it or anything but I just love it. Writing is like my personal own therapy session with myself. I’m getting crazy aren’t I ? I am currently studying accountancy. But I am not quite sure that is what I want to be in the future. An accountant? It bores me even by just typing it. A few years ago my ambition was to be a writer. I wanted to write stories that can change lives. I wanted to write about people, places, love, friendship or just anything I could think of. Now I am just not sure. I still love to write and I still want to be a writer but I don’t know how to. And I am not sure if these words I combine to form sentences are good enough for people to read it. Right now I am just typing what ever that crosses my mind. Bunch of craps I guess. I use to have a blog but then I get bored of it. I don’t know why!
so that's it.
~au revoir~
the reason i haven't been blogging these past months is, well to not lie to my stalkers, i've just been lazy.haha
but i've been writing in other places lately(in my laptop actually). so i think it's time for me to share a piece of it with the world.
so here goes nothing.
Everyday i would have to drive myself to college and it took me nearly 40 minutes. Everyone says it is a waste of time, but I think that driving back and forth gives me time to talk to myself. Most people might say that I am weird, but seriously I can hear myself think for those 40 minutes and I like it. For the rest of the day I usually have to listen to my friends talking, my mom telling me stuff, my sister mumbling about something, so it feels good to listen to myself talk for a few minutes. I am not good in making conversation,and by not good I mean really bad! I can’t even make eye contact with the person I am talking to. I am lucky that I even have friends by my side right now. But I am trying my best to change. I am tired of hiding under my hair. This year (2009) I learned about life a lot I guess. And I think I have changed a bit too. I talked to the operator last night and it wasn’t so hard. Usually I would immediately pass the phone to my mom as soon as I hear a human’s voice on the other line. How weird am i?? maybe I am getting crazy to be writing all this in my laptop. But who cares? I am far better in writing than I do in talking. My mum always tells me stories about how I was so talkative and friendly when I was a child. I sure hope that quality is still buried deep down within me. My resolution for this year is to do more talking and reduce the writing. I am still trying to accomplish that. I like writing! Not to say that I am good at it or anything but I just love it. Writing is like my personal own therapy session with myself. I’m getting crazy aren’t I ? I am currently studying accountancy. But I am not quite sure that is what I want to be in the future. An accountant? It bores me even by just typing it. A few years ago my ambition was to be a writer. I wanted to write stories that can change lives. I wanted to write about people, places, love, friendship or just anything I could think of. Now I am just not sure. I still love to write and I still want to be a writer but I don’t know how to. And I am not sure if these words I combine to form sentences are good enough for people to read it. Right now I am just typing what ever that crosses my mind. Bunch of craps I guess. I use to have a blog but then I get bored of it. I don’t know why!
so that's it.
~au revoir~
Saturday, May 9, 2009
i'm back!haha
its been like a billion years since i last blogggg.
haha.
a lot has happen through out the whole period!
bukan nye been bz ke ape pun.tp malas nak update blog ni. tiba2 je. so yahh. haha
last sekali i blog abt my trip to bandung kan. so a month after that i went to bali pulak with all my family. here a some gambar2 with my cousin.
lawa ohh bali.
cousin ku syg.fast forward...
after pegi bali i went to apacs punye dinner dkt sime darby convension centre.
it was ok laa.ada lucky draw. nora dtg nyanyi. pegi main2 card after that pun ok jugak. so here are some pictures of me n my friends.
my ex roomates
my friendsaaa.i cant remember what happen after that.
then i found out some stuff yg gila mcm babi! woah i was freakin mad. tp at that time only laa.
now not so.
lps tu apa?ada some family crisis sikit here n there. tp biasa la tu kan.
so thats just abt it la kot. x interesting langsung kan? thts why laa mls nak blog.
haa btw, today is mothers day! jgn lupa wish ibu2 kamu semua.
daaaa~
Sunday, February 22, 2009
a short trip to bandung.
we arrived at around 11am (time indonesia)airport dia sungguh smalllissh.kecik gile!
after checked in dkt hotel sukajadi. pegi pulak hotel farah. not that far from our hotel.
we naik angkutan kota pak humalla aka pak gamit.haha. to the shopping place.
while shopping dkt paris van java.best!
penat dah. minum sebentar! sumpah penat gile.
pegi tangkuban perahu.mkn tempe! :)
tangkuban perahu lagi.
makan2 after ke tangkuban di kampung daun.best tempat tu. very kampung. best!
shopping lg nie! shop till u drop.
before boarding.betul2 dkt pintu air asia tu.bandung mmg tempat shop gile2 babi oh.
before this i thought jakarta la best.sekali bandung lg best! murah gile barang.
factory outlet dia jual barang terbaik gak ah.burberry, mng, etc. tp sume murah.
i was like gile ah kan!mmg x dpt dkt kl nie.
so all the 10 of us mmg all out. shop till we drop! even dah drop pun bgn balik n sambung shopping lg.gile btl.haha.
brape kali kene pegi money changer n tuka duit.bile balik je kl.
i'm officially broke sebab kene ganti duit mama.
aduh.
tp xpe.i got what i want.so nvm.
all in all i had a great time! daa~
Saturday, February 21, 2009
rihanna lg.
today i just got back from bandung.
penat oh.
but i'm not gonna blog abt that. i just discovered tht rihanna's photo(lepas kene belasah) ade dkt TMZ.
so i quickly bukak lah.
teruk oh.kesian die.
take a look. i took this pic from tmz.com -->
penat oh.
but i'm not gonna blog abt that. i just discovered tht rihanna's photo(lepas kene belasah) ade dkt TMZ.
so i quickly bukak lah.
teruk oh.kesian die.
take a look. i took this pic from tmz.com -->
Friday, February 13, 2009
pity rihanna
i'm so going to punch chris brown rite now!!!
is he freakin crazy??
gile babi pegi belasah rihanna.
dah la rihanna x jd dtg.haih.
postpone pulak for 2weeks.(emo lebih mcm la beli tiket en,xpun sebenarnya)
muke saje cute.how can u go hit a girl?
bodoh!
chris brown look so baik oh!
a friend once told me "looks can be deceiving"
hah ternyata benar!
blah la chris brown.
is he freakin crazy??
gile babi pegi belasah rihanna.
dah la rihanna x jd dtg.haih.
postpone pulak for 2weeks.(emo lebih mcm la beli tiket en,xpun sebenarnya)
muke saje cute.how can u go hit a girl?
bodoh!
chris brown look so baik oh!
a friend once told me "looks can be deceiving"
hah ternyata benar!
blah la chris brown.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
i was touched.
today i remembered that for a while mase form 5 penah jugak la saya bercita2 nak jd doctor.
to help people and all.tp memandang kan mls nak belajar kan so just forget it laah.
i went to a fund raising dinner for childhood cancer support programme today. it was organised by cyberjaya university college of medical sciences(CUCMS). sumpah sedih + kesian oh tgk budak2 kecik kene cancer.rambut xde! they are small kids baru je berapa tahun then they have cancer pulak.haduh..:(
aunty lela was there.her son an 11 year old ade cancer. the last time i saw that boy, he was pretty healthy(3 years back, b4 dpt tau die ade cancer).now kesian kat die.
td ade tunjuk multimedia presentation jugak abt activities that budak CUCMS dah buat for all the cancer patient. i respect them la sbb manage to put a smile on those kids faces. they are really sick.we can just see it from their eyes. kesiannye diorang!
sambil dinner adibah noor ade perform. die sgt kelakar la!tp suara gile babi oh. TERBAIK.
then ade guitar club ape tah perform.best gak ar. nyanyi lagu STOP CRYING YOUR HEART OUT. best!!
tp still sgt tersentuh la seeing those kids. so readers, let us help cancer patients and anybody else who is in need!at least we pray for them la.help jugak ah tu kan.
Friday, February 6, 2009
a summary of my week.
MONDAY
my monday sure did suck alot!
1st hilang excess card.then curi mama punye. nak sampai tol. smart tag hilang pulak. wtf lahh. rupenye ade under the seat.haihh. then after class drive home lah. ade freakin lalat dlm kereta.
i went wild in the car.dah mcm mabuk dah. luckily x langgar divider! but i reached home safely at last.thank god!
TUESDAY
woke up quite late la sbb class pukul 2 en.
malas oh nak pegi.tp ade presentation yg all the 4 of us did not prepare at all. so kene pegi jgk ah. buat presentation mcm malas gile babi.then rite after that me n nadia keluar terus cari topup n all. almost half the class baru masuk balik.nadia nak blk rumah,zra with her laki tersyg lah, saya pun mau pulang.then we discussed "mcm mane nak bg tau farah?".
"xkan die nak tgl sorg2".so we sent her a letter.haha. farah nangis!!lwk gile. zra dah cuak dah.haha.then last2 farah ikut saya pulang.
WEDNESDAY
the 4 of us x pegi class.gile oh.dah la timetable pack gile babi.selambe je xpegi class. so ok la.
me farah mama n baby pegi jumpe ameer.cute boy.
THURSDAY
class mrs chang.ade ke die kate monday deepavali?
i was like huh?thaipusam lahh. she always says that her brain goes faster than her mouth.
haha.yeah rite!lawak oh mrs chang. if u r reading this.pls dont fail kan my t4 ok!haha. ptg tu help farah dgn 1 ayat killer nie "every song ends,is that any reason not to enjoy the music?".lps bace tu farah terus smgt balik dah.so ok settle! after cls t6 and dinner sume farah n me decided to visit tina.miss laa roomate lame. really do!
FRIDAY
woke up late.sbb tido lambat borak dgn nadia.dah lambat nie pegi t5.cari parking x jumpe!
bodoh x menare punye car park tu.student bapak la byk! parking lot sikit je.haihh. nampak pak guard dgn bersahaje nye clamp kete kelisa tu.kesian ohh!luckily farah msg fahmi n he said dorg sume x pegi cls.so kami pun tanpa melengahkan mase drive balik melati ahh.haha
ponteng lagi! x insaf lg tu next week dah midterm.
all in all i am happy this week.:)
~
my monday sure did suck alot!
1st hilang excess card.then curi mama punye. nak sampai tol. smart tag hilang pulak. wtf lahh. rupenye ade under the seat.haihh. then after class drive home lah. ade freakin lalat dlm kereta.
i went wild in the car.dah mcm mabuk dah. luckily x langgar divider! but i reached home safely at last.thank god!
TUESDAY
woke up quite late la sbb class pukul 2 en.
malas oh nak pegi.tp ade presentation yg all the 4 of us did not prepare at all. so kene pegi jgk ah. buat presentation mcm malas gile babi.then rite after that me n nadia keluar terus cari topup n all. almost half the class baru masuk balik.nadia nak blk rumah,zra with her laki tersyg lah, saya pun mau pulang.then we discussed "mcm mane nak bg tau farah?".
"xkan die nak tgl sorg2".so we sent her a letter.haha. farah nangis!!lwk gile. zra dah cuak dah.haha.then last2 farah ikut saya pulang.
WEDNESDAY
the 4 of us x pegi class.gile oh.dah la timetable pack gile babi.selambe je xpegi class. so ok la.
me farah mama n baby pegi jumpe ameer.cute boy.
THURSDAY
class mrs chang.ade ke die kate monday deepavali?
i was like huh?thaipusam lahh. she always says that her brain goes faster than her mouth.
haha.yeah rite!lawak oh mrs chang. if u r reading this.pls dont fail kan my t4 ok!haha. ptg tu help farah dgn 1 ayat killer nie "every song ends,is that any reason not to enjoy the music?".lps bace tu farah terus smgt balik dah.so ok settle! after cls t6 and dinner sume farah n me decided to visit tina.miss laa roomate lame. really do!
FRIDAY
woke up late.sbb tido lambat borak dgn nadia.dah lambat nie pegi t5.cari parking x jumpe!
bodoh x menare punye car park tu.student bapak la byk! parking lot sikit je.haihh. nampak pak guard dgn bersahaje nye clamp kete kelisa tu.kesian ohh!luckily farah msg fahmi n he said dorg sume x pegi cls.so kami pun tanpa melengahkan mase drive balik melati ahh.haha
ponteng lagi! x insaf lg tu next week dah midterm.
all in all i am happy this week.:)
~
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i should have listen to dr.jayakumar :)
today is a weird day for me.
mama brought me n baby jogging dkt titiwangsa.
i was kinda excited la.sbb dah lame gile babi x jog.
so ok la.boleh sweat sikit hari ni.
mase sampai kitorg jln je. x jog pun.
dah penat jln,we met uncle ice cream man!
so mkn la ice cream..ok la sdp jugak.
n then we found tmpt jln yg ade batu2 tu.
mama decided to walk along those batu2. sakit!
baby on the other hand was teaching me her cheerleading stuff.
nak tecabut pinggang!
then baby kate "jom la jogging"
i thought dah warm up sume.boleh laa. "jom"
i jog.sambil mendengar lagu "run baby run dont ever look back lalala"
ceh.konon bg semangat lah.
after 1 round i cant breath dah.
minum air mcm dragon haus!
x fit langsung.
and then mama kate "jom la balik"
bile bediri je.that's when i start seeing stars!
gile ah.everything was blurrr.
i walk jugak lah sbb mama dgn baby dah jln.
then my head start spinning.rase mcm mase naik that spinning cawan dkt timesquare dulu.
i realized that if i take another step, i would throw up dpn org tu or pengsan je terus.
so i stop.try walking slowly sampai toilet then baru muntah!uuuwekkk.
mama start talking about my blood pressure lah ape la.huh..
evrything i ate today,gone!there goes the ice cream,the good nasi yg mama masak td sume.
when into the toilet bowl.yuck..
after masuk kereta sume,dah kene aircon, drink 100 plus.
ok dah!
but actually it was kinda exciting la.i think.
x penah oh rase mcm pening2 gile.
so moral of the story mama kate "you should take your pills!"
ok!
so that's it.
just wanted to share my yuckie muntah experience.haha
mama brought me n baby jogging dkt titiwangsa.
i was kinda excited la.sbb dah lame gile babi x jog.
so ok la.boleh sweat sikit hari ni.
mase sampai kitorg jln je. x jog pun.
dah penat jln,we met uncle ice cream man!
so mkn la ice cream..ok la sdp jugak.
n then we found tmpt jln yg ade batu2 tu.
mama decided to walk along those batu2. sakit!
baby on the other hand was teaching me her cheerleading stuff.
nak tecabut pinggang!
then baby kate "jom la jogging"
i thought dah warm up sume.boleh laa. "jom"
i jog.sambil mendengar lagu "run baby run dont ever look back lalala"
ceh.konon bg semangat lah.
after 1 round i cant breath dah.
minum air mcm dragon haus!
x fit langsung.
and then mama kate "jom la balik"
bile bediri je.that's when i start seeing stars!
gile ah.everything was blurrr.
i walk jugak lah sbb mama dgn baby dah jln.
then my head start spinning.rase mcm mase naik that spinning cawan dkt timesquare dulu.
i realized that if i take another step, i would throw up dpn org tu or pengsan je terus.
so i stop.try walking slowly sampai toilet then baru muntah!uuuwekkk.
mama start talking about my blood pressure lah ape la.huh..
evrything i ate today,gone!there goes the ice cream,the good nasi yg mama masak td sume.
when into the toilet bowl.yuck..
after masuk kereta sume,dah kene aircon, drink 100 plus.
ok dah!
but actually it was kinda exciting la.i think.
x penah oh rase mcm pening2 gile.
so moral of the story mama kate "you should take your pills!"
ok!
so that's it.
just wanted to share my yuckie muntah experience.haha
Monday, January 19, 2009
one day i will.......??
a few days ago me and some friends were playing one day i will....
one of my friend wrote"one day i will marry a rich man".
so lately i've been thinking. does wealthiness really matters? yah, a rich bf can buy you stuff. can take you on expensive dinner.can belanja you all the time bla bla bla.
hmm,let me tell you a story about a women i know.who is pretty much close to me.she married a rich man once. but that rich man hurt her. he hurt her so bad until no money in the world could heal her pain. so was it worth it?to go through all that?i dont know.
but i'm not saying every rich man is bad la.i bet they are alot of kind and rich guy out there somewhere.if you can find a nice, decent man with hunky body and his pocket is loaded with a whole lot of cash so congratulations!
well to me wealthiness is not my priority.biase2 saje will do. i just want to live happpily ever after!haha
like that's gonna happen.but honestly, i sure hope it will..!:)
btw one day i will find what i'm searching for.
what's your one day i will??
one of my friend wrote"one day i will marry a rich man".
so lately i've been thinking. does wealthiness really matters? yah, a rich bf can buy you stuff. can take you on expensive dinner.can belanja you all the time bla bla bla.
hmm,let me tell you a story about a women i know.who is pretty much close to me.she married a rich man once. but that rich man hurt her. he hurt her so bad until no money in the world could heal her pain. so was it worth it?to go through all that?i dont know.
but i'm not saying every rich man is bad la.i bet they are alot of kind and rich guy out there somewhere.if you can find a nice, decent man with hunky body and his pocket is loaded with a whole lot of cash so congratulations!
well to me wealthiness is not my priority.biase2 saje will do. i just want to live happpily ever after!haha
like that's gonna happen.but honestly, i sure hope it will..!:)
btw one day i will find what i'm searching for.
what's your one day i will??
Friday, January 16, 2009
survey:)
sudah lame tidak membloggg.
so i've decided to do this survey.
1. What was the highlight of your week?
my friday outing
2. Whose car were you in last?
mine
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
idk
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
pink
5. How long is your hair?
ha panjang la jugak
6. Are you good looking?
haha.no i dont think so
7. Last movie you watched?
bolt
8. Who were you with?
some guy beside me who i think looked alot like hancock!haha
:)
9. Last thing you ate?
nasi bangsar
10. Last thing you drank?
ice lemon tea
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
when dan humphrey left me for serena hahaha
12. Who came over last?
im not sure
13. Are you happy right now?
yes i am!
14. What did you say last?
last
15. Where is your phone?
under my pillow
16. What color are your eyes?
blck kot.ntah la
17. Are you left-handed?
nope
18. Spell your name without vowels:
rhn
19. Do you have any pets?
no.
20. Favorite Vacation?
8 yrs ago.when everything was ok
21. What do you dislike currently?
i'm liking everything currently.so no dislike!
22. What are you listening to?
when it rains-paramore
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
xperia
24. What is your favorite scent?
my perfume:)
25. Who makes you happiest?
a lot of people
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
driving along dataran merdeka.
rempit sikit ah.haha
27. When is your birthday?
6th july
28. Who has the same phone as you?
mr azwan
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
ha lame sudah tidak swim
30. Do you read your horoscope?
yess i do
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
topshop
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
serabut
33. Do you bite your nails?
yes kadang2
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
nope
35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
xde laah!bape kali nak tanye.
36. Myspace or facebook?
myspace.
37. How fast have you driven a car?
faster than i should
38. Have you ever smoked?
yes i have
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
english
40. Do you have Verizon?
no.what's that?
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
a dan humphrey type of boy
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
yes i do.haha xde pun actually
43. Favorite Song?
you make it real
44. Do you like to sing at all?
i dont think so
45. Dream Job?
a job where i dont have to work but still got paid.
46. Where does most of your family live?
here lah.
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
i have an annoying sister and a really old older brother
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no lahh
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
good luck!
50. Do you drink?
hell no.
so i've decided to do this survey.
1. What was the highlight of your week?
my friday outing
2. Whose car were you in last?
mine
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
idk
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
pink
5. How long is your hair?
ha panjang la jugak
6. Are you good looking?
haha.no i dont think so
7. Last movie you watched?
bolt
8. Who were you with?
some guy beside me who i think looked alot like hancock!haha
:)
9. Last thing you ate?
nasi bangsar
10. Last thing you drank?
ice lemon tea
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
when dan humphrey left me for serena hahaha
12. Who came over last?
im not sure
13. Are you happy right now?
yes i am!
14. What did you say last?
last
15. Where is your phone?
under my pillow
16. What color are your eyes?
blck kot.ntah la
17. Are you left-handed?
nope
18. Spell your name without vowels:
rhn
19. Do you have any pets?
no.
20. Favorite Vacation?
8 yrs ago.when everything was ok
21. What do you dislike currently?
i'm liking everything currently.so no dislike!
22. What are you listening to?
when it rains-paramore
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
xperia
24. What is your favorite scent?
my perfume:)
25. Who makes you happiest?
a lot of people
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
driving along dataran merdeka.
rempit sikit ah.haha
27. When is your birthday?
6th july
28. Who has the same phone as you?
mr azwan
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
ha lame sudah tidak swim
30. Do you read your horoscope?
yess i do
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
topshop
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
serabut
33. Do you bite your nails?
yes kadang2
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
nope
35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
xde laah!bape kali nak tanye.
36. Myspace or facebook?
myspace.
37. How fast have you driven a car?
faster than i should
38. Have you ever smoked?
yes i have
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
english
40. Do you have Verizon?
no.what's that?
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
a dan humphrey type of boy
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
yes i do.haha xde pun actually
43. Favorite Song?
you make it real
44. Do you like to sing at all?
i dont think so
45. Dream Job?
a job where i dont have to work but still got paid.
46. Where does most of your family live?
here lah.
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
i have an annoying sister and a really old older brother
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no lahh
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
good luck!
50. Do you drink?
hell no.
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