168 hours of Bobot.

Day 1 : Remember I said nak balik? Okay change of plan. U come here.

Day 2 : Arrive in heathrow, and we'll take the first flight to Newcastle. Okay? Best dari Janda Baik kan? Show me everything. Where u lived, grow up, school, and semua benda lah. Newcastle best gila kan? According to u la that is. Haha

Day 3 : Balik london. And movie marathon!! Yeahhh. Watch it all. Every movie available kat wayang. Saw 3D pun boleh.

Day 4 : Cooking day. What ever you want!! HAHA

Day 5 : There is a high risk that you'll get food poison. So then we go eat kebab kat bayswater because it's like the best kebab ever ever ever! And because it is so best, it can definitely heal stomachache. Then pegi main snow. I'll let u win in a snow ball fight, okay?

Day 6 : Take a flight back to Malaysia. And go to Janda Baik. Go fishing, bbq, bola beracun, musical chair, mandi sungai and all. Bawak Ameer dengan Aisya.

Day 7 : You'll kill yourself, sebab boring dah spend 7days straight with Raihan Rahimi! HAHA

Healed

If it was thirst, thus now it's quenched.
If it was hunger, thus now it's full.
If it was pain, thus now it's eased.
If it was blindness, thus now it's clear.
And if it was suffer, thus now,
it is no longer.

Ikan bongok. :D

Saya.

Tak lama dahulu saya pernah ada seekor ikan.

Saya tempatkan ikan saya didalam bekas kaca yang besar.

Sangat besarlah bekas tu untuk seekor je ikan.

Saya rasa saya dah cukup jaga dah ikan saya.

Bagi makan semua lengkap.

Tapi malangnya ikan saya mungkin rasa bekas tu tak cukup besar untuk dia.

Ataupun dia dah bosan asyik berenang kat tempat sama je.

Maka satu hari tu, ikan saya melompat keluar dari bekas dia.

Saya terkejut, saya cepat cepat masukkan dia balik dalam bekas takut dia mati.

Saya sedih, sangat sedih dengan tindakan ikan saya, sebab nampak sangat la dia tak nak tinggal dalam bekas dia lagi.

Jadi dengan itu, saya pun telah membuat keputusan untuk melepaskan ikan saya di laut, supaya dia boleh berenang jauh jauh.

Supaya dia tak perlu lompat keluar dari bekas dia lagi.

Kadang kadang saya teringat kat ikan saya.

Tapi baru baru ni saya sedar, kan ada banyak lagi ikan kat laut!

Justeru saya kini ingin menjadikan memancing sebagai satu hobi saya.

Bukan pancing ikan untuk makan, sebab seperti yang anda sedia maklum, saya lebih suka makan ayam.

Tapi memancing ikan untuk letak kat bekas besar yang kosong tu.

So yeah. Let's go fishing! ;)

Sad dad.

My dad. I've never blog about my dad.

Well today I'm going to.

My dad, I consider myself to have an awkward relationship with him.

I spent half of my life living far from my dad. But he's always there.

He's always there for me.

When I was in boarding school, my dad will always come and visit me every time when I called.

He'd bring me to wherever.

And he'd give me whatever.

My dad, he is always trying to be strong. Even when he's really sick. He'd act strong.

My dad, he is like my own personal Santa Claus. He is always giving.

My dad, he's easily touched. With the smallest little thing.

My dad, I've seen him cry, a bunch of times. But never this way.

My dad, he lost his little brother today.

Not that I don't, I just won't say it.

Okay here's the thing. I have a problem.

My closest friends may know this. My family members are aware with this. And I am very certain of this.

The problem is, I have a problem saying i love you or i miss you. That is totally weird right?

Even when my mum calls and says "I miss u kakak". Then I'll reply like "Okay!".

Why? Why did I do that? I do miss my mum, i do miss my friends, why can't I just say "i miss you too." What's so hard about that?

I can't say it to anyone. I don't know why.

So if you don't know me very well, or you're like a new friend or something, and if you say i miss you or anything like that, then maybe you'll probably hear me go "okay". In my language and dictionary "okay" means "i miss you too/ i love you too".

Haa tu je lah nak cakap. Okay bye!

Because it's the right thing to do.

Because none of it is important.

All my thoughts,

All my words,

And all that I feel, are just in a form of non existence.

So it is true.

Ignoring me, is the right thing to do.

We were 18,

And didn't know what was coming.

All around the globe.

Technology these days are just wicked. Sumpah!

I'm now skyping with 3 of my old friend. Sorang kat Malaysia, sorang kat Ireland and another in Spain.

We talked for like more than 5 hours. Different time and different country. That's like totally cool kan? We can see each other's face and everything, except for Anis yang apparently have difficulties dengan internet Tanjung Malim. Kan Anis kan??

But at least we can still hear each other and talk about absolute crap for hours and hours.

Lama gila tak jumpa. Dulu kat Malaysia tak pernah pulak nak borak borak on the phone kan?

Now that we're like thousand miles apart baru nak tehegeh hegeh download skype 5.0 lah apa lah haha.

So yeah. I found out that I'm not the only stalker in the world and we talked about other stuff too. I would really like to share what we talked about but they'll probably kill me if I do.

Well I guess, it was nice seeing you guys. Nanti buat lagi eh? Ajak ramai ramai sikit :)

Cakap macam terer!

I am studying all my friend's tumblr now. Macam subject pulak? Busy body! Hahh so if you have a tumblr, ingat aku tak baca ke? You know I'm a stalker kan?
Quite a few of them, have lovie dovie posts. A few of them are studying abroad, so they're far from love ones aka boyfriend mereka la. Thus, their posts and everything that they reblog are 'auuuuw' things. Paham tak? Ala, like when you see something really cute or sweet, then you'll go like "auuuuwww". So basically their posts are sweet comel comel stuff about missing someone la like that.

Kesian diorang kan? Missing people badly. Jauh pulak tu. But really? Kesian ke?
At least you have somebody who misses you back, you'll have a pretty solid reason to be excited bila nak balik cuti, you won't have a reason to stay where you are, you'll always have a reason to go back.

So one of my friend's tumblr ni was like filled with love notes. Kira out of 100 maybe 97 tu for her boyfriend kot. But i like reading it. It's good. She's like a thousand miles away, but still so passionate.

Ada lagi sorang ni pulak was like pasang surut. Kejap post emo, kejap post loving. I'm so gonna get killed for commenting on people's private life like this. But what the hell right? I'm not mentioning any names. So if you're reading this, maki dalam hati je tau :)

A close friend once said "long distance relationship ni tak last weh, tengok aku".Haa jangan nak buat buat rasa "eh aku ke yang cakap tu?".Ye memang kau pun! But I don't think that's true.

Fuck the distance! It doesn't matter, right?

Or is it that bad? Being so far from where you want to be. It's not that bad kan?It's not. It won't be bad if you know what you're doing.

It would be hard, but it's not bad. Just gotta have a little faith.

Well I would

Would you still be my friend,
If I stop listening to your stories and and whatever you have to say?

Would you still be my friend,
If I tell all your secrets away?

Would you still be my friend,
If I take things from you?

Would you still be my friend,
If I always choose my way instead of yours?

Would you still be my friend,
If I push you far far away?

Would you still be my friend,
If I always choose boyfriend instead of you?

Would you still be my friend,
If I said no when you say help?

Would you still be my friend,
If I hide when you look for me?

Would you???

Kuala lumpur

It's weird. I kept thinking and I've come to a conclusion that there are 5 things that I love about London and there is only one thing that I love about KL. How is that?? I've been there my whole life, and I've just been here for like what? A few months.

So here are the 5 things that I love about london:
1 . The School
2 . The city
3 . The people
4 . The environment
5 . The house


And here is the only thing that I love about KL:
1 . Everything

Well I guess ONE is all you need right?

You who wrote shall receive.

Dear you,

Be bold and keep going. For lies will not kill you.
Stay true and calm. For the future is yet to come.
Beg for strength from the God who created you. For you will need it.

The name is George Lamb.

Tua tak tua sangat, muda tak muda sangat.

Lelaki tengah tengah tu. Yes, the only man in the picture.

Hemshem shmart shomel shemua lahh equals to him! Tak ke?

You took the slightest bit of hope and faith that I had left in me.

As usual.

Tak lapar, tapi makan banyak gila. Perkara biasa.
Tido punya la lama, masuk class mata stim. Perkara biasa.
Tengok cermin, sengeh sorang sorang. Perkara biasa.
Nangis malam malam, tapi tak mengaku. Perkara biasa.
Buat muka fokus dalam lecture, padahal tgh pikir pasal zac efron. Ehh tu mmg perkara biasa.
Bengang dengan kawan, tapi buat muka cool. Ish perkara biasa.
Takde org text pun, tapi check handphone 100 kali. Perkara biasa.
Time hari hujan la, payung tak bawak. Perkara biasa
Tak pecaya takde notification, refresh facebook macam org gila. Perkara biasa.
Senyum senyum baca message. Perkara biasa.
Aduh dia ni online, appear offline cepat! Hahh perkara biasa.
Nak baling payung dekat org yang makeout tepi jalan. Hmm perkara biasa.
Mimpi ada boyfriend best, bangun tido frust. Haihh perkara biasa.

Dah sewel, mengarut kat sini. Itu sudah tentu perkara biasa.

In between.

This is a story. It's not a story of love, nor is it a story of war. It's not a story of men, nor is it of a women. This story is not true, however it is not fictional.

It's a story about everything in between. The story confesses and lies. It shows you while hiding.
Do stop reading if you're confused. Please look away if you don't understand. But feel free to continue if you're curious.

So...........

Facebook.

Dah tengok social network?

Movie tu. The Social Network. Yang pasal facebook.

Ni poster dia.

Best! Serious.
Boleh jatuh hati dekat Mark Zuckerberg and Eduardo Saverin tu.
Thanks to them sekarang semua org ada facebook.

Jesse Eisenberg jadi Mark Zuckerberg. Jesse Eisenberg kenal tak? Yang belakon cite Adventureland dengan Kristen Stewart tu?
Adventureland pun okay la best jugak.
Pegi la tengok Social Network ni. Best! Betul. Tak tipu punya. Betul!

Gossips from here and there.

1. Ada orang gaduh dengan bestfriend dia. Kesian dia.

2. Ada orang gaduh dengan boyfriend dia. Degil betul dia.

3. Ada orang boyfriend dia ada girlfriend lain. Frust dia.

4. Ada orang stress partner dia protective sangat. Rimas dia.

5. Ada orang tekasar bahasa dengan orang jauh. Celupar mulut dia.

6. Ada orang pura pura happy. Padan muka dia.

7. Ada orang lari dari kawan dia. Kenapa dengan dia?

8. Ada orang stress nak exam. Goodluck untuk dia.

9. Ada orang perasan tak tentu hala. Apahal do kau?

10. Ada orang gila pegi tulis ni semua kat blog.

Cuba teka yang mana gossip anda? Number 10 saya punya.

Anorexia nervosa, NOT!

Okay based on the Robinson formula, my ideal weight is 52.7kgs
Based on the Miller formula, my ideal weight is 56.1kgs

So based on these formulas created by Mr Robinson and Mr Miller, I am currently under my ideal weight.
Kononnya I'm under weight.
Wtf?
Do I look like I'm underweight? Do I look like I need to eat more??Hahh? Hahh?
Okay let me answer that. Haa NO!
I don't think so.

My friend once drink a juice timun. Yes timun!
To trim up her body or something. Jus timun kan kau minum? Kan? Tak ingat la.
Well I'm not sure if that worked.Haha
But I guess, I shall give it a try. Maybe not jus timun.
Other juice la eh. Timun sounds so yuckyyyy.

The things I share.

I'd share almost everything with the people who are closest to me.

No matter family or friends.

I think I've shared almost everything. Not everything, but almost.

By everything I mean things.

Things like clothes, food, shoes, pillow, drinks, books, or maybe even money.

Yeah I'm sure I've shared some things with you right?Right? Takkan takde kot? Ada kan?

Okay so my point is, I've shared things with others.

But there are few other stuff that I don't really share with the people who are closest to me.

I don't share what I feel. And most of the time, I don't even share what I think.

I answer "I don't know" or "Tak tau la" to most questions that are related to feelings or anything like that.

I do know the answer. Of course I do. I'm not emotionally retarded!!

I just,

I just chose not to share it with others.

That's totally acceptable right? Right?

Ahhhh I don't know. Nobody even gives a damn anyway!

Vampires?Give me more.

As many may know, i love the twilight saga series.

My cousin does not like these vampire movies! He finds it annoying maybe.
Many may also find it ridiculous. Seriously it is silly.
A story of a vampire who does not suck human blood. What the hell right?
Lepas tu tiba tiba ada pulak mamat werewolf hot!

Yes memang tak logic.
But why i love the twilight saga is not because of the vampire yang kilat kilat kena cahaya.
Also not because of the werewolf yg ada 6 pack.

It is because the love that edward had for bella. Sumpah unreal kan?
Wtf? Aku jiwang rupanya.

Haa sebab tu la. Their love is like........ like apa ah? Like bullshit la sebenarnya, mana ada org love macam tu kan?

But it's nice to watch that kinda stuff right? Although we can't possibly feel that way, at least we can go like "auwww sweetnya kalau ada boyfriend mcm tu".

So in conclusion, i love the twilight saga because i'm a sucker for romantic movies. I like all the jiwang words used in the movies! So yeah, that's it.

I beg your pardon?

Assalamualaikum. :)
Haaa today was my first day of class. I know. Who cares right? First class ke second class ke?
But I was pretty excited! It was a good class. I liked it.
But the lecturer, he's a bit weird. He is like really good and everything, BUT
he has this weird tone in his voice.
Bila dia cakap, makin lama, makin slow! I don't get it. Why the fuck would you do that? Nak suruh aku concentrate betul betul?

He'll be saying something like this, starting with a deep kuat voice " I will be teaching you financial accounting, and we will go through bla bla" . I can't fucking hear what you're saying!

He is good. Sumpah good! Very well organised and all, just that part. That voice tone part, that is a bit of an issue.

I should not do this. Tak baik kutuk cikgu! But I can't help it.
I was like shouting in my brain just now "Mr.cikgu please la speak a bit kuat! Can or not?"

But then takpelah. Anything also can. I'll learn lip reading if I have to. Cewahhh!

Because I'm cool laiddat :D

I soooo do not have anything to do right now!
Like seriously nothing. Baby pegi sekolah. Tini ada class.
I called my uni and they said i need to come in on wednesday.
So here i am. Talking to myself in front of the laptop.
So tak de life of me!

I want to go watch this Julia Roberts movie. But i'm just so malas right now.
Damn, shoot me now!
Tini and baby wants to go watch this scary shit psyhco movie, The Last Exorcism.
NO! Hell no.
I'm gonna get nightmares man. I hate scary movies. I don't why!
I won't scream or anything in the cinema but it's just a shitty feeling you know. Watching scary movies, it's just not my thing. But i'm not against it or whatever.
I watch movies like that a bunch of times because my sister, she loves scary shit! But she's like the most penakut person on earth. I don't get that.

I am also not a big fan of slasher movies. You know, like Saw, Final Destination and stuff. No shit, that's not for me! I am still scared to death to ride a rollercoaster because i watched Final Destination 3. Yep I'm a weirdo!

People look at me and they may think that "whoa this girl don't smile a lot, she must dig slasher movies because she looks evil"
But seriously, I am so a romcom or chick flick kinda a girl!
I don't like to see people bleed and die tragically with their eye balls hanging out.

I like to see people fall in love, fight, kiss and make up in the end. As boring as that may seem, i still love it.

Okay now i'm starting to feel hungry. So I better rap this up! I'm gonna go cook myself something yummy.
Until next time. Ciaooooo!

Common get up!

Do you like listening to Kelly Clarkson?
Well I do. I find all her songs very energizing.
She sings everything like she is so damn strong.
Most of her songs or maybe all of it, describes a tough chick!

That's cool, I think.

I am not strong or anything, but I sure in hell do wish I was as tough as all her songs.

So if you're a girl, and you're feeling down.
When everything around you just sucks.

Search for a Kelly Clarkson song that you can relate to at the moment.
And I think it will turn your day around.

But I don't know. That worked for me.
Maybe it will work for you too.

:)

Treat for the Eye

Hola people!
I was just thinking. I think I need to get myself a tumblr. You know? This blogspot thing is like so overrated!haha
But then I don't know. I don't like to try new things. I'm so buta IT. I suck at all this cyber things.

Okay enough about that.

Did you know that the weather in London is now like friggin cold. It's not even winter yet. But the wind and all is just crazy! It can literally freeze your bone. Or am I exaggerating a little here? But seriously, it's cold.

So I will start going to class again this week. Damn that sucks! I was really enjoying this 'sleep and eat all you can routine'. It's really therapeutic. Haha
But on the other hand. It's kinda good you know, going to class. It's like, yeahh something to do. But then, come to think of it, assignments, classes, waking up early?? Shit! That is a major bummer.

The only thing that I can pray for right now. To make going to class more intriguing, is a handsome sexy goddess classmate. Now that is nice isn't it? I don't think that's too much to ask right? :)

LOL

While browsing on the internet yesterday.
I came across to this quote.

"If you're talking to God, you're praying. If God is talking to you, you're schizophrenic"


I find this so freakin funny I don't know why!
Weird things just humor me these days.

Reply to : Nur Khidmah

Dear khidmah,

I'm fine too. In fact I am really fine, that I feel kinda sick of being fine all the time. Haha
So regarding your fat boyfriend. I'm totally gonna mengorat him the next time I meet him in my dreams. Sorry!hahahah no lahh.
The next time I dream, I'll tell him everything! Okay?haha. But you know what, I think you might just meet him someday. Not yet, but someday. If he didn't get hit by a truck that is. Hahahaha
I think my fat guy died. :( Shit.

But whatever it is, I'll pray that you'll have your garden wedding! Ishhh sweet gila do.

Eh eh eh dah tengok tak video anak Datuk Naza kawin? You'll cry babehh. Lost hope aku. Seriously!!Haha

Okay, pens off! Will write to you again soon.

Yours sincerely,
Bobot. :)

GoooooooooooooooD

Ever experience a good day?
A good day is when suddenly your iPod starts to shuffle all the right songs.
It's when you almost step on dog's shit, but somehow you find that funny.
When suddenly all the birds are kinda singing on those trees.
Also when you've just missed a train but you said " ohh, another 20mins wait won't hurt!"
It's definitely a good day when listening to the Jonas brothers, you don't get annoyed with Nick and Joe's voice.

And most of all.
A good day is a lot like today.

Kick my mouth!

Some people swear like all the time. You know swearing? Like cursing like saying "fuck" or "babi" like that.
Some people would never say such word. Because they have good preserved mouth maybe.

I think i say babi a lot in life. So babi is not really the word i use to curse someone when I'm angry. I say babi to most of my closest friends. Sorry!haha so that is not the worst word in my vocabulary.

Recently, I've developed anger. It's like this huge fucking bomb of anger just exploded in my heart. How dramatic is that?

So as a result to that anger thing, I have now become a big fat swearer(if that's even a word). Bottom line is, I keep cursing shit in my mind! I can't help myself. It slipped out.

I have never used the word fuck more in my whole life. Now, everytime i hold my phone, everytime i'm online, when i'm alone, when i see love stories or sometimes when i'm doing totally nothing i would just start getting angry at everything and start blabbering words like "fuck or motherfucker" or what ever.

What the hell is wrong with me?
I am totally losing it i think! Totally.

Peace :)

There are things in life that are not meant to be yours, no matter how hard you try.
And some things are just so hard to get rid of.
I am not necessarily sure what I need or want.
But what I think I need always slip through.
And all the things I left, often comes back.
So fuck it, Fuck it all.
Whatever!

A glimpse of the past

Most people have childhood friends. Or maybe even just one. Many people have a friend that they had since they were young. The one person you knew since you were 6 or 7 years old. Maybe you went to kindegarten together, or a neighbour or something.

I had one. Yep i had that friend once. I know longer have it now. That person is still my friend but just not as much.

We use to do a lot of stuff together. Play, tuition or whatever.

Now, my friend have changed.
My friend is no longer the person who taught me English words 10 years ago.
My friend no longer need glasses to clear her vision.
My friend is now different.

It has been more than a decade since i last saw my friend. But i sometimes, look at the pictures of my friend.
And everytime, no matter how different my friend looks in the picture now, i still see the same person who sat beside me, the person who shared fear with me when the teacher yell at us for talking too loud in class.

From R to Zac.

In case you live under a rock somewhere in a cave far far away and you don't know who this person is. This is Zac Efron.

I, for some weird reason find him so very very hot. Don't you? Yep I like Zac Efron. That guy who sings for no reason in High School Musical. Who dances around a tree with his girlfriend. Yes that's him.

Macam mana macam mana macam mana?

Saya.
Saya ada kawan.
Kawan saya bela itik.
Itik dia cantik.
Dia sangat sayang itik dia.
Dia kata tu haiwan peliharaan pertama dia.
Jadi dia sangat sayang itik tu.

Pada suatu hari, itik pertama kesayangan kawan saya telah menggigit dia.
Dah lah gigit, lepas tu itik tersebut lari jauh jauh. Mungkin sebab takut sebab dia dah gigit tuan dia. Ataupun dia dah jumpa tuan baru. Jadi dia lari lah.
Kawan saya nangis behari hari beminggu minggu kerana sakit digigit dan sedih atas pemergian itik nya.

Kawan saya jadi takut. Dia takut nak ada haiwan peliharaan lagi.

Setelah beberapa lama kawan saya terjumpa seekor kucing .
Kucing itu sangat baik dan tidak bertuan. Kawan saya jadi kesian dekat kucing tu.
Maka dia membuat keputusan untuk membela kucing tersebut. Mungkin sebab dia kesian dan kucing tu pun memang comel dan baik.

Kawan saya sayang kucing dia. Kucing dia pun sayang dia. Kalau saya jadi dia pun saya sayang kucing tu. Sebab kucing lagi best bela dari bela itik.

Tapi tiba tiba pada suatu hari sedang kawan saya bejalan jalan di tepi sungai, dia tejumpa itik pertama dia yang dah lari tu. Itik tu dah tak cantik. Entah kenapa. Mungkin dia sakit.

Sebab kawan saya ni selalu kesian dekat makhluk tuhan, maka dia bawa balik la itik yang pernah gigit dia tu. Dia nak tolong itik tu.

Bila dah lama lama kawan saya dah makin lupa. Dia lupa dekat kucing dia. Dia dah tak bela sangat dah kucing dia. Kesian kucing dia. Dah macam tak ada tuan.

Kalau bagi makan, itik mesti dapat lebih. Kucing dapat sikit je. Sedang kan kucing tak penah gigit kawan saya. Kucing tak penah lari dari dia dulu. Kucing baik je. Tapi entah kenapa la itik selalu dapat lebih.

Saya tau saya tak pernah bela kucing atau itik. Jadi saya tak patut komen cara kawan saya pelihara mereka.

Tapi saya rasa, pada pendapat saya kawan saya patut bela kucing dia betul betul. Dia patut biar itik tu dalam sungai. Itik tak perlu tuan. Dia pandai jaga diri sendiri. Dia pandai cari makan sendiri. Dah la penah gigit orang.

Saya tau kawan saya pasti sedih kalau kucing dia pulak yang lari lepas ni.
Jadi saya nak cakap ni, tak baik awak buat kucing macam tu. Nanti dia lari macam mana?

Who knew?

Who knew, that a girl was born somewhere in the year 1990.

Who knew, that she spoke her first word when she was 10months old.

Who knew, that she has grown up now.

Who knew, that she would have a great life.

Who knew, that she loves her family and friends very much no matter what.

Who knew, that she would end up having an annoying sister.

Who knew, that she got her first car when she was 18.

Who knew, that she hated high school but she stayed.

Who knew, that off all the people in the world, her best friend broke her heart.

Well i guess no one did.

But now they know.

Hidup ini memang palat,

Tapi esok masih ada.

:)

And I am an egyptian weirdo.

You wouldn't see.

You wouldn't realize.

And you wouldn't know.

That I am pretty much close to insanity now.

Because you don't know me.

But if you do.

If you see me, and

you realized,

then you'll know how often I watch it.

And I am fucking sure that you'll get a restraining order against me!

Soooo random!!

The most important things in life aren't things!

PussyCat dolls and the GANG.

I consider myself to have many friends throughout 20 years of my life. For a not very warm and friendly person like me, I think I have many friends. And each and everyone of them is different.

So this morning I received shocking news from one of my friend about my other friend.

It was so funny I could die! Hahaha. It wasn't actually funny, because this particular person told stuff like, secrets and lies about others. But let's face it. That's normal.

People do that sometimes. I did. You did. We all did it. All of us must have told somebody something that we shouldn't. Right?

Sometimes it slipped out, or sometimes people just have big mouth. But that's fine. Stuff like that happens all the time.

So dear friend if you're reading this,

just take care okay.

I know that everyone will forgive you.

So no worries. :)

Badaa Bing, Badaa Boom

Exam is finally OVER. Yeahhhh

That means now I have




YEAYYY MERDEKA

So let's go do something great.
Come on let's go get married or something. That's great right?
Jom!!

Maybe I'm wrong.

Okay so here's the thing. I found out that my friend got dumped by her boyfriend the other day. I don't know if he actually dumped her, or he cheated because I don't know the whole story but the main point is he left. They're not together anymore.

How fucked up is that? She is now very very very sad. She is like super sad. Super duper sad.

Actually most people are like that. When they got dumped or sometimes in some cases when they dumped their boyfriends or girlfriends they automatically go to sorrow mood. They'll have like depressed status in their facebook walls. Some even delete their facebook account.

I get it if you just got dump. It must be hard to lose the one you love. But what I don't get is when you leave someone. YOU made that choice. Why in hell would you go grieve about that? In the first place, why the hell did you go leave your partner or whatever you call it.

If you caught him/her cheating or something than you leave. That's find. You can be sad about that. But if he/she didn't do anything whatsoever to hurt you. And suddenly for some briliantly idiotic reason you decided to leave.Then you shouldn't be sad. That's your friggin choice isn't it?

But then,
When I think about it,
What do I know right?

The reason is...............

Because you could see all the nicest things that I couldn't.

Vincent Grenier

Selain dari Zac Efron, saya juga terliur tengok mamat ini.




Adrian Grenier.

Ohh Vincent Chase I wanna be your entourage jugak!!

Fantasy vs Reality

Okay Raihan.
You gotta stop hoping for fantasy now.



Common.
Lets start living in reality.

Maybe Someday.

Everytime it turns green.
I would pray for a hello.
And every single time,
I would end up staring at a round green dot with hope.

But not even once did the hope turned to glory.
Not for a minute.
But that is for now, who knows maybe someday.
Maybe someday.

We are just people.

In life we'll meet many.
Some are good, some are shitty.
Some are sad, and some are happy.

Others just talk a lot non stop,
While some just listen to every word.

And then comes pretty but slutty,
Also not forgetting ugly but sweet.

Some people, they like to give,
While some are just thieves.

Some are lovable, and some are just plain weird.

But all in all, everyone's the same. They are just people.
People like us.

Ini Edward saya.

Walaupun dia tak boleh cakap.
Walaupun dia tak bekilat.
Ameer tetap little vampire saya.

We're good friends right?

A good friend is, the one who makes you laugh even if you're thousand miles away.
A good friend is, the one who listens to you in the middle of the night.
A good friend is, the one who forgives you every time you messed up.
A good friend is, the one who keeps in touch,always.
A good friend is, the one who always shares stories with you.
A good friend is, the one who have lunches with you when they're not hungry.
A good friend is, the one who gives you a hug when they know you need one.
And a good friend is , the one who reads my blog every once in a while! haha

Thank god, most of my friends are all good friends. :)

Sparkle babyyy!! :)

Sooo my mum is officially dealing with mid life crisis rite now. She is addicted with facebook. Every chance she get, she'll steal my phone and try logging in to facebook. Fuhhh. But this post isn't about my mum's mid life crisis.

It's about what I did and what I'm up to.
This semester I have class like everyday. So I'm kinda busy a bit with all the course work and everything.
No matter what, I still have time for my vampires. Last 2days I went to the Eclipse premiere. I maybe the lamesst 20 year old ever to be obsessing about Eclipse. But who cares rite? Vampires are sooo arghhhh!haha

Edward, Jacob,and Bella wasn't there but Emmet, Riley and Paul the werewolf guy sure was hot enough. Here are some pictures of the premiere.


Paul the werewolf guy


That's rosalie. One of the Cullens. I'm not really good at taking pictures, that's why the photo is a bit crappy.



that's one of the werewolves doing their thing


That is actually joe jonas, can you spot him?


And this is kellan lutz(emmet) from the back. Told u I'm not really good at taking pictures.

I have more photos and videos but I think it's just too much.
I just watched Eclipse earlier today. It was really good. U should go watch it now. Book a ticket, or crash the cinema if u have to. It's a must watch movie. Seriously! Go now.
Robert Pattinson should really at least give me a kiss for promoting this movie so much. But seriously people. GO SEE ECLIPSE NOW!

Monsters.

I miss Ameer and Aisya.

Murderer

A few weeks back. I bought a deck of cards. Alaaa card judi tu. Tau kan?
Every time i look at them, I kept remembering my first semester in UITM.

Tau kenapa?sebab kat UITM dulu masa 1st sem selalu main game2 seperti MURDERER pakai card judi. Roomate roomate kesayangan lah yg ajar main benda ni.Roomate saya ada 3, eh tak tak! 4 orang, Farah, Fathini, Tina and Syakirah. Syakirah pun roomate jugak walaupun sebenarnya x penah langsung dapat 1 bilik dgn dia.Hahaha jangan marah eh taylor!

Banyak game yg kitorg main tp yang paling saya ingat sekali murderer! Sebab game ni yg paling lawak sekali and even org yang x suka senyum mcm saya ni pun boleh gelak nak mati.Motif game ni ialah polis kena cari murderer and murderer kena bunuh sapa2 dengan mengelip kan mata.Kalau terbunuh polis, kantoi la murderer! Masalah yg saya sering hadapi ialah saya xreti langsung kelip sebelah mata. Jadi kalau saya murderer mmg senang kantoi.

Bunyi mcm x best sangat kan game ni? Tp kalau main dengan dorg ni apa apa pun best!

Berapa kali upload dah gambar budak2 ni. Mcm sayang gila konon laa hahaha.

Jadi bottom line is saya miss nak main game bongok2 dengan kawan saya!
Fathini Hashim datang la cepat. Kita main murderer 2 org eh?kau murder aku. aku murder kau! :)

A week well spent.

Actually its a week and a half.
I have to warn you that this post is going to be freakin long.
Tapi jangan la x baca. Baca tau!

I have been a bit busy lately. Cehh busy konon! Baru habis final ni last friday.
So i didn't really have time to blog about the week i spent with a cousin and a friend.
I must say that we had lots of fun! And if i want to tell everything in detail, I'm sure that you'll be bored and won't want to read my blog ever again. So I'm gonna upload pictures! Yeay!!Tengok tau tengok.

this is us getting excited for no reason!


this is us trying hard to be ironman!


this is all the sushi we ate! banyak kan? 80pound tau. nak jugak bgtau harga. Sebab banyak gila kot kitorg makan!!


this is them trying to cook. Sebab dah makan mahal sgt semalm so save sikit la the next day.


this is the infamous ayam bulu. geli x? nak save kan. kena makan la ayam bulu pun!


this is ayam bulu without the bulu. Not bad kan? boleh la tu.


this is the cake me and asyreen bake!Jangan main2 kitorg pandai masak tau. :)


this is us on 1 of the rides kat south end sea. WooooHoooo


this is me(muka tahan takut) and asyreen yg apparently have no fear what so ever!!haha


this is us ditiup angin kencang


this is us spending quality time dekat park. gila sweet kan kitorang?


this is Mr.Swan owner of the park! Cehh xde lahh saje je nak upload pic dia ni.


this is our cute hands holding our ice cream!haha cute kan? yg tengah paling cute kot.


this is us at the theater. We watch phantom of the opera and it was gooooood! Best gila.


And last but not least this is us in the lift before asyreen balik.


Gambar ada banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak lagi,but then penat la tunggu benda ni upload. Ok la ni kan?
Xla panjang sangat pun. So this was my week well spent. I had a great time thanks to Mr.Khan and Ms.G hahaha
Can't wait for the next road trip!

You suck! Yes you doo.

Do you know what sucks?
Having a hard time finishing your assignment.
Know what's even sucker?
Realizing that the due date was yesterday.

Do you know what sucks?
Walking pass a gay bar.
Know what's even sucker?
Realizing your chance to get a handsome bf has decrease.

Do you know what sucks?
Being the 15th person queuing at the ATM
Know what's even sucker?
To find out that your balance is 50pence.

Do you know what sucks?
Crossing a busy road
Know what's even sucker?
Crossing a busy road alone

Do you know what sucks?
Wanting badly to have some Coke but you just drink like a gallon of it a few mins ago.
Know what's even sucker?
Finding out that you have diabetes because of all the Coke you drank.

Do you know what sucks?
Watching a love story and the hero dies in the end.
Know what's even sucker?
When the hero is Robert Pattinson! damn it.

Do you know what sucks?
Crying.
Know what's even sucker?
Crying for no real reason.

Do you know what sucks?
Me.
Know what's even sucker?
You! hahaha xde lahh acah je.

Testing

Testing!!

Forgive

i am sorry.
i am sorry for the pain i've caused.
i am sorry for the lies i've told.
i am sorry for being mad.
i am sorry for what i didn't say.
i am sorry for the way you felt.
i am sorry for the hatred you are in.
i am sorry for the time you've wasted.
i am sorry for the words i used.

and most of all, i am truly sorry for not saying sorry!

bobot is fat.

ok, since mama and baby is still in malaysia i am currently living alone right now.
living alone is kinda cool. i feel like an adult! how cool is that huh?
but when it comes to sleeping alone. that's not cool. let me tell you a secret, i sleep with the lights on!
i went shopping today. groceries shopping, so suri rumah right? unfortunately a suri rumah without a husband that is!
i even cooked for myself. here is what i cooked.




it does look a bit geli, i know! but who cares?i'm not a freakin chef.it's udang btw.
but after makan that. i was still hungry. semalam x makan kot. makan maggie je! so i thought a bit dessert won't hurt right? and my dessert was this



that's my favouritessttt drink in the world!and the best choc mousse ever.but now i feel like i need to go swim in the river outside with all those itik, just to burn all my fats! damnn.

si buta it yang jakun

Hello!
I'm at the dubai international airport now.
I'm alone and in such a bad luck!
But I'm blogging with my phone. How cool is that kan?(Jakun, 1st time)

So ok lah. Kene check in dah.

life is kinda random, don't you think?

we meet random people everyday.
do random stuff sometimes.
eat random food.
go to random places.
fall for random men/women.
talk about random stuff.
touch random hearts.
and watch other random things happen through out our life.

i know its fate. its been destined by god for us.
but we don't know what's coming.

so as i said, life is kinda random don't you think??

Here is why I love sleeping.

I love it because every time I sleep I dream about something new. In my dream I sometimes do the things I can’t do when I am awake. In my dreams, I be friends with the people I can never be friends with in real live. In my dreams I speak the words in my head. I don’t write them, I just say them. That is something I don’t do at all. In my dreams, I find love, happiness, and so much more. In my dreams, I can fly. In my dreams I am brave! In my dreams I don’t hesitate. In my dreams, I go back to my past and correct every single wrong that I did. In my dreams, I didn’t let my parents did what they did. In my dreams, I said goodbye to everybody that I left. In my dreams I'm back home, having fun like I used to. In my dreams, I have no regrets.

But the sad thing is, in my dreams, I have no dreams because everything was a dream!

here it is!!!

ok. so i've decided to subcribe a 5pounds a day wifi service for today as the broadband in my house is still being shitty!
5 freakin pounds a day. babi mahal kan. so i got till tmrw to use this internet. i'm utilising it by updating my blog atas permintaan beberapa rakan.

what to tell about my life here??its pretty much the same actually.
but 1 thing for sure. its always new. everyday is new and it hasn't get old yet, sebab baru brpa bulan kot.
ok i'll give list of what's different here:

1. i always get lost here. kat kl mcm terer la tunjuk jalan kat org semua. now, everytime i drive, i often pegi salah jalan. plus si bodoh sat nav(map yg pandai ckp tunjuk jalan) selalu bg direction salah.
2. i do my homework, i make notes, i don't skip. for now la that is!
3. lecturer best plus ada this 1 subject, lecturer dia hott
4. i don't have friends like i use to! ada la a few friends. by a few i mean about below 5. sungguh unfriendly saya ni kan.but all my classmates are great. their fun!
5. its much much much colder here. nak mampus sejuk.
6. makan x mcm kl. ohh how i miss the fooood!

hmm thats all i can think of for now.

so i'm actually excited because tmrw is the weekend!! woooo. weekend is good. no matter where u are weekend is always good.
last week i went to the beach tp sejuk babi menggigil!!
the week before that i went to the movies, tengok my name is khan dgn lovely bones dgn valentines day.
gila suka tgk wayang kan?best doh wayang. plus semua cerita diatas best.
except for valentines day. best sebenarnya,but when you're surrounded by all the loving couple, then you'll start to feel like you're the only lame single person in the world. and that is when saya rasa depress tiba2 dlm panggung wayang!haha
so this week i'm planning to go to a theater. i've always wanted to go to 1. kalau ada date best kan?ish tiba2 rasa mcm kena mengorat mat saleh kat bawah rumah(dia suka tgk theater!) ni skrg jugak.hahah

ok i need to stop now. sebelum saya mengarut lebih lg.
bye~ i'll write again soon

i'm here

so this is the beginning of my new journey!

will update about it soon.

warning!

this blog is under maintenance.


it will be updated in a week or so.


:)

wish me luck!

oookaayy. i am not so mad anymore right now. im so PMSing.

so its the second day of the year! for last year, i have 9 resolution for 2009.

this year, i'm not gonna do that again.

for 2010, i'm gonna make a few wishes.

1. i wish that this will be a good year for me.
2. i wish that i've made the right decision.
3.i wish for a new me.
4.i wish for a great future ahead
5.i wish for a new car(haha i doubt that i'm gonna get one)
6.i wish for happiness in the hearts of the people i love(family and friends)
7.i wish for a group of great new friends
8.i wish to achieve excellence in whatever i'm pursuing next
9.i wish for a (something i won't tell) hahaha
10. and lastly i wish that i'd be younger! damn i'm turning 20 and that is really old. no offense to tini yg dah pun 20! you're really old.hahaha

so thats it. my 10 wish for 2010.

ok what ever.

your stupidity and annoyance can make me go seriously mad!!

i was just so close, so darn close to start things over again.
but you just had to go there. you just had to be you.

i am so fucking mad right now i can't describe it.
fyi i don't get mad easily you know.

i sure hope u read this, i know u will!

so thank you for reminding me once again,why it has come to this, in the first place.
thank you very much.

p/s
if i can kick your freakin balls right now, i'd do it.