You took the slightest bit of hope and faith that I had left in me.

As usual.

Tak lapar, tapi makan banyak gila. Perkara biasa.
Tido punya la lama, masuk class mata stim. Perkara biasa.
Tengok cermin, sengeh sorang sorang. Perkara biasa.
Nangis malam malam, tapi tak mengaku. Perkara biasa.
Buat muka fokus dalam lecture, padahal tgh pikir pasal zac efron. Ehh tu mmg perkara biasa.
Bengang dengan kawan, tapi buat muka cool. Ish perkara biasa.
Takde org text pun, tapi check handphone 100 kali. Perkara biasa.
Time hari hujan la, payung tak bawak. Perkara biasa
Tak pecaya takde notification, refresh facebook macam org gila. Perkara biasa.
Senyum senyum baca message. Perkara biasa.
Aduh dia ni online, appear offline cepat! Hahh perkara biasa.
Nak baling payung dekat org yang makeout tepi jalan. Hmm perkara biasa.
Mimpi ada boyfriend best, bangun tido frust. Haihh perkara biasa.

Dah sewel, mengarut kat sini. Itu sudah tentu perkara biasa.

In between.

This is a story. It's not a story of love, nor is it a story of war. It's not a story of men, nor is it of a women. This story is not true, however it is not fictional.

It's a story about everything in between. The story confesses and lies. It shows you while hiding.
Do stop reading if you're confused. Please look away if you don't understand. But feel free to continue if you're curious.

So...........

Facebook.

Dah tengok social network?

Movie tu. The Social Network. Yang pasal facebook.

Ni poster dia.

Best! Serious.
Boleh jatuh hati dekat Mark Zuckerberg and Eduardo Saverin tu.
Thanks to them sekarang semua org ada facebook.

Jesse Eisenberg jadi Mark Zuckerberg. Jesse Eisenberg kenal tak? Yang belakon cite Adventureland dengan Kristen Stewart tu?
Adventureland pun okay la best jugak.
Pegi la tengok Social Network ni. Best! Betul. Tak tipu punya. Betul!

Gossips from here and there.

1. Ada orang gaduh dengan bestfriend dia. Kesian dia.

2. Ada orang gaduh dengan boyfriend dia. Degil betul dia.

3. Ada orang boyfriend dia ada girlfriend lain. Frust dia.

4. Ada orang stress partner dia protective sangat. Rimas dia.

5. Ada orang tekasar bahasa dengan orang jauh. Celupar mulut dia.

6. Ada orang pura pura happy. Padan muka dia.

7. Ada orang lari dari kawan dia. Kenapa dengan dia?

8. Ada orang stress nak exam. Goodluck untuk dia.

9. Ada orang perasan tak tentu hala. Apahal do kau?

10. Ada orang gila pegi tulis ni semua kat blog.

Cuba teka yang mana gossip anda? Number 10 saya punya.

Anorexia nervosa, NOT!

Okay based on the Robinson formula, my ideal weight is 52.7kgs
Based on the Miller formula, my ideal weight is 56.1kgs

So based on these formulas created by Mr Robinson and Mr Miller, I am currently under my ideal weight.
Kononnya I'm under weight.
Wtf?
Do I look like I'm underweight? Do I look like I need to eat more??Hahh? Hahh?
Okay let me answer that. Haa NO!
I don't think so.

My friend once drink a juice timun. Yes timun!
To trim up her body or something. Jus timun kan kau minum? Kan? Tak ingat la.
Well I'm not sure if that worked.Haha
But I guess, I shall give it a try. Maybe not jus timun.
Other juice la eh. Timun sounds so yuckyyyy.

The things I share.

I'd share almost everything with the people who are closest to me.

No matter family or friends.

I think I've shared almost everything. Not everything, but almost.

By everything I mean things.

Things like clothes, food, shoes, pillow, drinks, books, or maybe even money.

Yeah I'm sure I've shared some things with you right?Right? Takkan takde kot? Ada kan?

Okay so my point is, I've shared things with others.

But there are few other stuff that I don't really share with the people who are closest to me.

I don't share what I feel. And most of the time, I don't even share what I think.

I answer "I don't know" or "Tak tau la" to most questions that are related to feelings or anything like that.

I do know the answer. Of course I do. I'm not emotionally retarded!!

I just,

I just chose not to share it with others.

That's totally acceptable right? Right?

Ahhhh I don't know. Nobody even gives a damn anyway!

Vampires?Give me more.

As many may know, i love the twilight saga series.

My cousin does not like these vampire movies! He finds it annoying maybe.
Many may also find it ridiculous. Seriously it is silly.
A story of a vampire who does not suck human blood. What the hell right?
Lepas tu tiba tiba ada pulak mamat werewolf hot!

Yes memang tak logic.
But why i love the twilight saga is not because of the vampire yang kilat kilat kena cahaya.
Also not because of the werewolf yg ada 6 pack.

It is because the love that edward had for bella. Sumpah unreal kan?
Wtf? Aku jiwang rupanya.

Haa sebab tu la. Their love is like........ like apa ah? Like bullshit la sebenarnya, mana ada org love macam tu kan?

But it's nice to watch that kinda stuff right? Although we can't possibly feel that way, at least we can go like "auwww sweetnya kalau ada boyfriend mcm tu".

So in conclusion, i love the twilight saga because i'm a sucker for romantic movies. I like all the jiwang words used in the movies! So yeah, that's it.

I beg your pardon?

Assalamualaikum. :)
Haaa today was my first day of class. I know. Who cares right? First class ke second class ke?
But I was pretty excited! It was a good class. I liked it.
But the lecturer, he's a bit weird. He is like really good and everything, BUT
he has this weird tone in his voice.
Bila dia cakap, makin lama, makin slow! I don't get it. Why the fuck would you do that? Nak suruh aku concentrate betul betul?

He'll be saying something like this, starting with a deep kuat voice " I will be teaching you financial accounting, and we will go through bla bla" . I can't fucking hear what you're saying!

He is good. Sumpah good! Very well organised and all, just that part. That voice tone part, that is a bit of an issue.

I should not do this. Tak baik kutuk cikgu! But I can't help it.
I was like shouting in my brain just now "Mr.cikgu please la speak a bit kuat! Can or not?"

But then takpelah. Anything also can. I'll learn lip reading if I have to. Cewahhh!