Because I'm cool laiddat :D

I soooo do not have anything to do right now!
Like seriously nothing. Baby pegi sekolah. Tini ada class.
I called my uni and they said i need to come in on wednesday.
So here i am. Talking to myself in front of the laptop.
So tak de life of me!

I want to go watch this Julia Roberts movie. But i'm just so malas right now.
Damn, shoot me now!
Tini and baby wants to go watch this scary shit psyhco movie, The Last Exorcism.
NO! Hell no.
I'm gonna get nightmares man. I hate scary movies. I don't why!
I won't scream or anything in the cinema but it's just a shitty feeling you know. Watching scary movies, it's just not my thing. But i'm not against it or whatever.
I watch movies like that a bunch of times because my sister, she loves scary shit! But she's like the most penakut person on earth. I don't get that.

I am also not a big fan of slasher movies. You know, like Saw, Final Destination and stuff. No shit, that's not for me! I am still scared to death to ride a rollercoaster because i watched Final Destination 3. Yep I'm a weirdo!

People look at me and they may think that "whoa this girl don't smile a lot, she must dig slasher movies because she looks evil"
But seriously, I am so a romcom or chick flick kinda a girl!
I don't like to see people bleed and die tragically with their eye balls hanging out.

I like to see people fall in love, fight, kiss and make up in the end. As boring as that may seem, i still love it.

Okay now i'm starting to feel hungry. So I better rap this up! I'm gonna go cook myself something yummy.
Until next time. Ciaooooo!

Common get up!

Do you like listening to Kelly Clarkson?
Well I do. I find all her songs very energizing.
She sings everything like she is so damn strong.
Most of her songs or maybe all of it, describes a tough chick!

That's cool, I think.

I am not strong or anything, but I sure in hell do wish I was as tough as all her songs.

So if you're a girl, and you're feeling down.
When everything around you just sucks.

Search for a Kelly Clarkson song that you can relate to at the moment.
And I think it will turn your day around.

But I don't know. That worked for me.
Maybe it will work for you too.

:)

Treat for the Eye

Hola people!
I was just thinking. I think I need to get myself a tumblr. You know? This blogspot thing is like so overrated!haha
But then I don't know. I don't like to try new things. I'm so buta IT. I suck at all this cyber things.

Okay enough about that.

Did you know that the weather in London is now like friggin cold. It's not even winter yet. But the wind and all is just crazy! It can literally freeze your bone. Or am I exaggerating a little here? But seriously, it's cold.

So I will start going to class again this week. Damn that sucks! I was really enjoying this 'sleep and eat all you can routine'. It's really therapeutic. Haha
But on the other hand. It's kinda good you know, going to class. It's like, yeahh something to do. But then, come to think of it, assignments, classes, waking up early?? Shit! That is a major bummer.

The only thing that I can pray for right now. To make going to class more intriguing, is a handsome sexy goddess classmate. Now that is nice isn't it? I don't think that's too much to ask right? :)

LOL

While browsing on the internet yesterday.
I came across to this quote.

"If you're talking to God, you're praying. If God is talking to you, you're schizophrenic"


I find this so freakin funny I don't know why!
Weird things just humor me these days.

Reply to : Nur Khidmah

Dear khidmah,

I'm fine too. In fact I am really fine, that I feel kinda sick of being fine all the time. Haha
So regarding your fat boyfriend. I'm totally gonna mengorat him the next time I meet him in my dreams. Sorry!hahahah no lahh.
The next time I dream, I'll tell him everything! Okay?haha. But you know what, I think you might just meet him someday. Not yet, but someday. If he didn't get hit by a truck that is. Hahahaha
I think my fat guy died. :( Shit.

But whatever it is, I'll pray that you'll have your garden wedding! Ishhh sweet gila do.

Eh eh eh dah tengok tak video anak Datuk Naza kawin? You'll cry babehh. Lost hope aku. Seriously!!Haha

Okay, pens off! Will write to you again soon.

Yours sincerely,
Bobot. :)

GoooooooooooooooD

Ever experience a good day?
A good day is when suddenly your iPod starts to shuffle all the right songs.
It's when you almost step on dog's shit, but somehow you find that funny.
When suddenly all the birds are kinda singing on those trees.
Also when you've just missed a train but you said " ohh, another 20mins wait won't hurt!"
It's definitely a good day when listening to the Jonas brothers, you don't get annoyed with Nick and Joe's voice.

And most of all.
A good day is a lot like today.

Kick my mouth!

Some people swear like all the time. You know swearing? Like cursing like saying "fuck" or "babi" like that.
Some people would never say such word. Because they have good preserved mouth maybe.

I think i say babi a lot in life. So babi is not really the word i use to curse someone when I'm angry. I say babi to most of my closest friends. Sorry!haha so that is not the worst word in my vocabulary.

Recently, I've developed anger. It's like this huge fucking bomb of anger just exploded in my heart. How dramatic is that?

So as a result to that anger thing, I have now become a big fat swearer(if that's even a word). Bottom line is, I keep cursing shit in my mind! I can't help myself. It slipped out.

I have never used the word fuck more in my whole life. Now, everytime i hold my phone, everytime i'm online, when i'm alone, when i see love stories or sometimes when i'm doing totally nothing i would just start getting angry at everything and start blabbering words like "fuck or motherfucker" or what ever.

What the hell is wrong with me?
I am totally losing it i think! Totally.

Peace :)

There are things in life that are not meant to be yours, no matter how hard you try.
And some things are just so hard to get rid of.
I am not necessarily sure what I need or want.
But what I think I need always slip through.
And all the things I left, often comes back.
So fuck it, Fuck it all.
Whatever!

A glimpse of the past

Most people have childhood friends. Or maybe even just one. Many people have a friend that they had since they were young. The one person you knew since you were 6 or 7 years old. Maybe you went to kindegarten together, or a neighbour or something.

I had one. Yep i had that friend once. I know longer have it now. That person is still my friend but just not as much.

We use to do a lot of stuff together. Play, tuition or whatever.

Now, my friend have changed.
My friend is no longer the person who taught me English words 10 years ago.
My friend no longer need glasses to clear her vision.
My friend is now different.

It has been more than a decade since i last saw my friend. But i sometimes, look at the pictures of my friend.
And everytime, no matter how different my friend looks in the picture now, i still see the same person who sat beside me, the person who shared fear with me when the teacher yell at us for talking too loud in class.

From R to Zac.

In case you live under a rock somewhere in a cave far far away and you don't know who this person is. This is Zac Efron.

I, for some weird reason find him so very very hot. Don't you? Yep I like Zac Efron. That guy who sings for no reason in High School Musical. Who dances around a tree with his girlfriend. Yes that's him.

Macam mana macam mana macam mana?

Saya.
Saya ada kawan.
Kawan saya bela itik.
Itik dia cantik.
Dia sangat sayang itik dia.
Dia kata tu haiwan peliharaan pertama dia.
Jadi dia sangat sayang itik tu.

Pada suatu hari, itik pertama kesayangan kawan saya telah menggigit dia.
Dah lah gigit, lepas tu itik tersebut lari jauh jauh. Mungkin sebab takut sebab dia dah gigit tuan dia. Ataupun dia dah jumpa tuan baru. Jadi dia lari lah.
Kawan saya nangis behari hari beminggu minggu kerana sakit digigit dan sedih atas pemergian itik nya.

Kawan saya jadi takut. Dia takut nak ada haiwan peliharaan lagi.

Setelah beberapa lama kawan saya terjumpa seekor kucing .
Kucing itu sangat baik dan tidak bertuan. Kawan saya jadi kesian dekat kucing tu.
Maka dia membuat keputusan untuk membela kucing tersebut. Mungkin sebab dia kesian dan kucing tu pun memang comel dan baik.

Kawan saya sayang kucing dia. Kucing dia pun sayang dia. Kalau saya jadi dia pun saya sayang kucing tu. Sebab kucing lagi best bela dari bela itik.

Tapi tiba tiba pada suatu hari sedang kawan saya bejalan jalan di tepi sungai, dia tejumpa itik pertama dia yang dah lari tu. Itik tu dah tak cantik. Entah kenapa. Mungkin dia sakit.

Sebab kawan saya ni selalu kesian dekat makhluk tuhan, maka dia bawa balik la itik yang pernah gigit dia tu. Dia nak tolong itik tu.

Bila dah lama lama kawan saya dah makin lupa. Dia lupa dekat kucing dia. Dia dah tak bela sangat dah kucing dia. Kesian kucing dia. Dah macam tak ada tuan.

Kalau bagi makan, itik mesti dapat lebih. Kucing dapat sikit je. Sedang kan kucing tak penah gigit kawan saya. Kucing tak penah lari dari dia dulu. Kucing baik je. Tapi entah kenapa la itik selalu dapat lebih.

Saya tau saya tak pernah bela kucing atau itik. Jadi saya tak patut komen cara kawan saya pelihara mereka.

Tapi saya rasa, pada pendapat saya kawan saya patut bela kucing dia betul betul. Dia patut biar itik tu dalam sungai. Itik tak perlu tuan. Dia pandai jaga diri sendiri. Dia pandai cari makan sendiri. Dah la penah gigit orang.

Saya tau kawan saya pasti sedih kalau kucing dia pulak yang lari lepas ni.
Jadi saya nak cakap ni, tak baik awak buat kucing macam tu. Nanti dia lari macam mana?

Who knew?

Who knew, that a girl was born somewhere in the year 1990.

Who knew, that she spoke her first word when she was 10months old.

Who knew, that she has grown up now.

Who knew, that she would have a great life.

Who knew, that she loves her family and friends very much no matter what.

Who knew, that she would end up having an annoying sister.

Who knew, that she got her first car when she was 18.

Who knew, that she hated high school but she stayed.

Who knew, that off all the people in the world, her best friend broke her heart.

Well i guess no one did.

But now they know.

Hidup ini memang palat,

Tapi esok masih ada.

:)

And I am an egyptian weirdo.

You wouldn't see.

You wouldn't realize.

And you wouldn't know.

That I am pretty much close to insanity now.

Because you don't know me.

But if you do.

If you see me, and

you realized,

then you'll know how often I watch it.

And I am fucking sure that you'll get a restraining order against me!