168 hours of Bobot.

Day 1 : Remember I said nak balik? Okay change of plan. U come here.

Day 2 : Arrive in heathrow, and we'll take the first flight to Newcastle. Okay? Best dari Janda Baik kan? Show me everything. Where u lived, grow up, school, and semua benda lah. Newcastle best gila kan? According to u la that is. Haha

Day 3 : Balik london. And movie marathon!! Yeahhh. Watch it all. Every movie available kat wayang. Saw 3D pun boleh.

Day 4 : Cooking day. What ever you want!! HAHA

Day 5 : There is a high risk that you'll get food poison. So then we go eat kebab kat bayswater because it's like the best kebab ever ever ever! And because it is so best, it can definitely heal stomachache. Then pegi main snow. I'll let u win in a snow ball fight, okay?

Day 6 : Take a flight back to Malaysia. And go to Janda Baik. Go fishing, bbq, bola beracun, musical chair, mandi sungai and all. Bawak Ameer dengan Aisya.

Day 7 : You'll kill yourself, sebab boring dah spend 7days straight with Raihan Rahimi! HAHA

Healed

If it was thirst, thus now it's quenched.
If it was hunger, thus now it's full.
If it was pain, thus now it's eased.
If it was blindness, thus now it's clear.
And if it was suffer, thus now,
it is no longer.

Ikan bongok. :D

Saya.

Tak lama dahulu saya pernah ada seekor ikan.

Saya tempatkan ikan saya didalam bekas kaca yang besar.

Sangat besarlah bekas tu untuk seekor je ikan.

Saya rasa saya dah cukup jaga dah ikan saya.

Bagi makan semua lengkap.

Tapi malangnya ikan saya mungkin rasa bekas tu tak cukup besar untuk dia.

Ataupun dia dah bosan asyik berenang kat tempat sama je.

Maka satu hari tu, ikan saya melompat keluar dari bekas dia.

Saya terkejut, saya cepat cepat masukkan dia balik dalam bekas takut dia mati.

Saya sedih, sangat sedih dengan tindakan ikan saya, sebab nampak sangat la dia tak nak tinggal dalam bekas dia lagi.

Jadi dengan itu, saya pun telah membuat keputusan untuk melepaskan ikan saya di laut, supaya dia boleh berenang jauh jauh.

Supaya dia tak perlu lompat keluar dari bekas dia lagi.

Kadang kadang saya teringat kat ikan saya.

Tapi baru baru ni saya sedar, kan ada banyak lagi ikan kat laut!

Justeru saya kini ingin menjadikan memancing sebagai satu hobi saya.

Bukan pancing ikan untuk makan, sebab seperti yang anda sedia maklum, saya lebih suka makan ayam.

Tapi memancing ikan untuk letak kat bekas besar yang kosong tu.

So yeah. Let's go fishing! ;)

Sad dad.

My dad. I've never blog about my dad.

Well today I'm going to.

My dad, I consider myself to have an awkward relationship with him.

I spent half of my life living far from my dad. But he's always there.

He's always there for me.

When I was in boarding school, my dad will always come and visit me every time when I called.

He'd bring me to wherever.

And he'd give me whatever.

My dad, he is always trying to be strong. Even when he's really sick. He'd act strong.

My dad, he is like my own personal Santa Claus. He is always giving.

My dad, he's easily touched. With the smallest little thing.

My dad, I've seen him cry, a bunch of times. But never this way.

My dad, he lost his little brother today.

Not that I don't, I just won't say it.

Okay here's the thing. I have a problem.

My closest friends may know this. My family members are aware with this. And I am very certain of this.

The problem is, I have a problem saying i love you or i miss you. That is totally weird right?

Even when my mum calls and says "I miss u kakak". Then I'll reply like "Okay!".

Why? Why did I do that? I do miss my mum, i do miss my friends, why can't I just say "i miss you too." What's so hard about that?

I can't say it to anyone. I don't know why.

So if you don't know me very well, or you're like a new friend or something, and if you say i miss you or anything like that, then maybe you'll probably hear me go "okay". In my language and dictionary "okay" means "i miss you too/ i love you too".

Haa tu je lah nak cakap. Okay bye!

Because it's the right thing to do.

Because none of it is important.

All my thoughts,

All my words,

And all that I feel, are just in a form of non existence.

So it is true.

Ignoring me, is the right thing to do.