how to react after getting a really bad result!

recently i got my results for last semester. it was really gila babi teruk kot! sangat.
so today, i've decided to give tips on HOW TO REACT AFTER GETTING A REALLY BAD RESULT to any of u who reads this blog!(kalau segan nak meraung depan org)

dah tengok je result(kalau teruk)

1)take a deep breath.although it is kinda hard to breath when u fail.
2)telan your air liur. to me its like u absorbed yr result.
3)clear your throat.do like ehem ehem(or batuk2 sikit). to shake those bad feelings or kahak inside of you.
4)take a few minutes to pull yrself together(think of happy thoughts if it helps)
5)put up a brave face or even better a smile if you can and simply walk away.

and after that u can go cry in the toilet, or scream yr lungs out in the car, or call yr love ones, or even slap yr face(although i dont think that is necessary,because reality did that already when u got yr result).
and i suggest that u can take a maximum of 24 hours to be sad or down or what ever u call it. then we need to move on people!! move on with our lives.

did you know?

did you know that, in a long run, most people tend to forget things that they love?

almost everyone forgets the things they love or like when they dont see, do, hear, smell, or read it, for a long time.

just like today,when i heard the song "bye bye bye" by n sync dlm radio! i so love them when i was 10! i even bought their cassettes(since masa tu xde cd or dvd lg) 2 kali tau!because i rewind so many times, the tape got tangled up really bad.
i forgot how i love n sync, because i haven't heard their song for a while now.

yesterday, i watched grey's anatomy. dah lama gila x tgk because i forgot! i forgot how i lovve mc dreamy,and all the doctor drama and not forgetting the last words from meredith grey before the end of the show.i freakin forgot!

so i bet all of you out there, have forgotten something that u once love! maybe a song, a movie, or even a person. it's right there in front of you, but maybe you've lost sense of feeling or forgotten how much you love it.

i'm back!hahaha.

the reason i haven't been blogging these past months is, well to not lie to my stalkers, i've just been lazy.haha
but i've been writing in other places lately(in my laptop actually). so i think it's time for me to share a piece of it with the world.

so here goes nothing.


Everyday i would have to drive myself to college and it took me nearly 40 minutes. Everyone says it is a waste of time, but I think that driving back and forth gives me time to talk to myself. Most people might say that I am weird, but seriously I can hear myself think for those 40 minutes and I like it. For the rest of the day I usually have to listen to my friends talking, my mom telling me stuff, my sister mumbling about something, so it feels good to listen to myself talk for a few minutes. I am not good in making conversation,and by not good I mean really bad! I can’t even make eye contact with the person I am talking to. I am lucky that I even have friends by my side right now. But I am trying my best to change. I am tired of hiding under my hair. This year (2009) I learned about life a lot I guess. And I think I have changed a bit too. I talked to the operator last night and it wasn’t so hard. Usually I would immediately pass the phone to my mom as soon as I hear a human’s voice on the other line. How weird am i?? maybe I am getting crazy to be writing all this in my laptop. But who cares? I am far better in writing than I do in talking. My mum always tells me stories about how I was so talkative and friendly when I was a child. I sure hope that quality is still buried deep down within me. My resolution for this year is to do more talking and reduce the writing. I am still trying to accomplish that. I like writing! Not to say that I am good at it or anything but I just love it. Writing is like my personal own therapy session with myself. I’m getting crazy aren’t I ? I am currently studying accountancy. But I am not quite sure that is what I want to be in the future. An accountant? It bores me even by just typing it. A few years ago my ambition was to be a writer. I wanted to write stories that can change lives. I wanted to write about people, places, love, friendship or just anything I could think of. Now I am just not sure. I still love to write and I still want to be a writer but I don’t know how to. And I am not sure if these words I combine to form sentences are good enough for people to read it. Right now I am just typing what ever that crosses my mind. Bunch of craps I guess. I use to have a blog but then I get bored of it. I don’t know why!


so that's it.

~au revoir~

i'm back!haha

its been like a billion years since i last blogggg.

haha.

a lot has happen through out the whole period!

bukan nye been bz ke ape pun.tp malas nak update blog ni. tiba2 je. so yahh. haha

last sekali i blog abt my trip to bandung kan. so a month after that i went to bali pulak with all my family. here a some gambar2 with my cousin.

lawa ohh bali.

cousin ku syg.

fast forward...

after pegi bali i went to apacs punye dinner dkt sime darby convension centre.

it was ok laa.ada lucky draw. nora dtg nyanyi. pegi main2 card after that pun ok jugak. so here are some pictures of me n my friends.

my ex roomates

my friends

aaa.i cant remember what happen after that.

then i found out some stuff yg gila mcm babi! woah i was freakin mad. tp at that time only laa.

now not so.

lps tu apa?ada some family crisis sikit here n there. tp biasa la tu kan.

so thats just abt it la kot. x interesting langsung kan? thts why laa mls nak blog.

haa btw, today is mothers day! jgn lupa wish ibu2 kamu semua.

daaaa~

a short trip to bandung.

we arrived at around 11am (time indonesia)
airport dia sungguh smalllissh.kecik gile!

after checked in dkt hotel sukajadi. pegi pulak hotel farah. not that far from our hotel.

we naik angkutan kota pak humalla aka pak gamit.haha. to the shopping place.

while shopping dkt paris van java.

best!

penat dah. minum sebentar! sumpah penat gile.

pegi tangkuban perahu.mkn tempe! :)

tangkuban perahu lagi.

makan2 after ke tangkuban di kampung daun.

best tempat tu. very kampung. best!

shopping lg nie! shop till u drop.

before boarding.betul2 dkt pintu air asia tu.

bandung mmg tempat shop gile2 babi oh.

before this i thought jakarta la best.sekali bandung lg best! murah gile barang.

factory outlet dia jual barang terbaik gak ah.burberry, mng, etc. tp sume murah.

i was like gile ah kan!mmg x dpt dkt kl nie.

so all the 10 of us mmg all out. shop till we drop! even dah drop pun bgn balik n sambung shopping lg.gile btl.haha.

brape kali kene pegi money changer n tuka duit.bile balik je kl.

i'm officially broke sebab kene ganti duit mama.

aduh.

tp xpe.i got what i want.so nvm.

all in all i had a great time! daa~

rihanna lg.

today i just got back from bandung.


penat oh.


but i'm not gonna blog abt that. i just discovered tht rihanna's photo(lepas kene belasah) ade dkt TMZ.


so i quickly bukak lah.


teruk oh.kesian die.


take a look. i took this pic from tmz.com -->

pity rihanna

i'm so going to punch chris brown rite now!!!
is he freakin crazy??
gile babi pegi belasah rihanna.
dah la rihanna x jd dtg.haih.
postpone pulak for 2weeks.(emo lebih mcm la beli tiket en,xpun sebenarnya)
muke saje cute.how can u go hit a girl?
bodoh!

chris brown look so baik oh!
a friend once told me "looks can be deceiving"
hah ternyata benar!

blah la chris brown.